Hell is empty and all the devils are here... I really hope death is peace.
I'm Peaches Fenson, I'm broken and bruised, I'm trapped I can't move, I hustle I grind, I panic, control buh just like the clouds can't shield the sun and the tree can't stop...
It's been 2 weeks since Mom left home Ruby is 3 months and 3 weeks gone now, I'm home alone, Leo took Ruby for her routine checks and all I can think about is Annabel, my other half, my favourite person, I can never forget that day... It must've hurt so bad! And I simply turned my back on her when she needed me the most, I should've fucking called her when I thought to... I should've stayed till she was up
I never even got to say goodbye or tell her I still cared, she must've felt alone and desperate hurt and scared, he must've torn her real bad that the only escape was leaving me here all alone
I sat up on the couch, I decided to go to my room to rest rather than let this bad energy engulf me but the moment I walked into my room I came face to face with images of us and I fell right in my bed my breath frantic and when I close my eyes it's just images of her in the tub bleeding that stares back at me in the void, what exactly do I do...tears streamed down my face.
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I wonder if she thought about me for a second before she slipped away, I wondered why I couldn't notice that she'd hurt so bad that her pain engulfed her life, I wonder if, if I had reached out to you in time would you have grabbed my hand? Would you have felt better? I wish I could go back in time but I can't, you must have been in a place so dark that you couldn't see the light or maybe I took all the light you had and left you empty... No matter how I try to make this guilt go away it still crumbles right on me... It's all my fault, right now I'm a whirlwind of emotions, guilt anger and confusion, I wish I had pulled you out of the dark into the light right back into a safe place and just held you tight
I broke out into loud sobs
My love should've been strong enough to save you! You should've told me! at least I deserved that much! I'd give anything just to hear you laugh again but I understand good things don't last long... But I wish I had a moment to tell you, you were never alone and...
A knock on my room door startled me and I hurriedly dried my eyes and opened the door lo and behold the devil stood before me... I wish I didn't open it...
"little one" my uncle called me with a devious smile
"Un- un_cle what are- umm I -" I stuttered
He just smiled while he stalked me inside my room "You've been avoiding me angel why?" He asked as he had me right in front of my bed right now I felt stuck between the devil and the blue sea
"No, I've just been umm__"
"Shhh, I'm here now," he said interrupting me
He pushed me down on the bed and began to undress me, tears just kept streaming down my face, he tied my hands to the bedpost with his belt
"Please... Stop" I said but no reply
"I'll scream!!" I said struggling harder
"No one's gonna hear you and even if they did they wouldn't care" he was right but then a little trial won't hurt but the moment I did he stuffed my mouth with my shirt and I struggled but he was stronger...
He did things to my body! He licked my body 🤧 touching everywhere like I'm his prized possession, even down there he licked me😩, he shoved his shaft inside of me and tore me in a thousand ways I didn't even know was possible (sorry no it today..lol)
2 hours later
I am still sprawled out on my bed exhausted, I'm sure I looked like a mess, my limbs feel broken, my core hurts and I reached out to touch it and I felt a warm liquid I looked at my hands and it was blood... I felt a pang in my chest as I gathered myself into the bathroom and I sat in the tub and washed off with warm water, it had begun to rain so I stepped out and got dressed I sat by the window pane... I felt numb, I couldn't think so I just sat and stared at the droplets of water until it was the only sound I could hear, it felt like time had stopped and I was in a universe where the clock ticked at a slower pace and it seemed every drop of water had something to say...
I heard it say to me
"your existence is the architect of all your pain! You were never a bundle of joy to your parents but a bundle of mistakes and problems That's why all you do is bring pain to people! Remember your dad? Annabella? Even Ruby? Just cause she wants to defend you she's losing her family too Ever wondered why your life is so bad and full of abuse? Even your mother doesn't want you, she even wishes that you had died during delivery but no here you are to hunt her with a face like his! You are a curse!"
The voices got louder and turbulent speaking more vile words all at once and a bang on the porch pulled her from her thoughts only then did she realise she had curled up by the window drenched in her tears she didn't even bother to get down the window nor check who it was, she just pondered on the voices she heard and she knew they were right but then again another voice spoke and one she wished she never heard her mom's
" Oh Peach dear, they left you all alone huh," she said sarcastically
It was then it dawned on Peach that she didn't lock her door after he left
"So you think I will let you take my children from me huh?" She said walking towards me, I hope this isn't what I think it is
Bang I felt my body hit the floor, did she pull me from the window... Damn, this witch!!! I tried to sit up but she kicked me down again
" After all I've done for you? I sheltered you in my house in fact in my womb too yet just like your father you're so ungrateful that you want to take my happiness from her..- and urgh .... She groaned she reeked of alcohol But before I could register anything else I felt a long sound in my head and the next was darkness...
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BTW lovelies do not worry I won't be killing Peach 🙂 she's our baby I know
