The Feelings Within

Chapter 30

Marie's POV

We all woke up on the floor it was very uncomfortable and I didn't get much sleep too busy crying. I look in the mirror and my makeup is all run downed my face. I decided it be best if I avoid Kayla.

I see Kayla in the kitchen and chopped my muffin in half and put some butter in it. She looks at "how was sleep baby?" I don't even look at her I try to walk out the door but she gets in the way "Are you ignoring me? What's wrong?" I pause about to say something but I just walk away. "Did I do something wrong?" I can't take it anymore too many questions. "So how you and Briee like that kiss did you guys have fun afterwards?!" I word vomited. "What do you mean, Briee's my friend and she's straight. Anyway you know it's just a dare why are you so mad!" She says "because it just didn't feel right!" I yell back "We're stuck here for the weekend and I have to deal with your jealous butt! You have no reason to be jealous!" She says then I say something I feel like I'm about to regret "If you don't want to deal with my 'jealous butt' then maybe we should break up!" oh no did I just say that? Why did I say that! "Fine!" She stomps out of the room and I see Gord walk by with his eyes red like he's been crying.
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Ryland's POV

I wake up its later probably around afternoon. I see Kayla's room door is cracked and Kayla is crying, then I keep walking Lily and Cam are kissing in the living room and then I walk to the kitchen and Briee is eating a sandwich but I walk to the other hallway and see Marie crying in the hallway. What's up with Marie and Kayla and where is Gord. I walk up stairs and I get to the bathroom at the end of the hall the door is closed but I see light under the door. Next to the door is Gord's dark blue and green bookbag. I hear sniffing and pills being moved around in a bottle. I knocked on the door two times "...Gord?..." I say "everything is okay?"
"Um... Please leave..." He responds
"You're scaring me please come out."
"Ryland, check my bookbag for a a paper." He says

I open it and see a white paper I turn it over I look at the top of the paper. I see the Princeton seal first. I read the first paragraph "Dear Ryland Smelser, you have been accepted into Princeton university." I can't believe I made it in!
"You're gonna make it...you got into one of the best schools in the country. Me...I'll never get anywhere and I don't want to be in your way because of the failure. So this is goodbye...forever tell everyone I'll miss them."

Wait is he killing himself. No! He can't do that I care way too much about him. Oh shit I think I feel tears I bang the door really hard multiple times. "Please don't do this its not worth it. I love you more than anything and I promise you'll get somewhere didn't you get the main role in the spring play I heard there will be scholars from Juilliard!"
"I never told anyone this but I have been diagnosed with type two bipolar disorder..."
"Please don't leave me I care too much for you please just stay with me I have a future plan where we move together then get married and live a happy life." I don't even care any more tears are coming down.

"...Stay..." I say then I see the door open with light coming out he walks out and starts kissing me and we continue kissing into the bathroom and I close the door behind me.
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Cam's POV

I'm flipping channels with Lily, Briee, and Carley. Then I hear the snow outside get heavier. I feel the wind shake the house I look out the windows it starts to blizzard. It gets worse snow starts to get above the window. Boom! The lights are out. One thing is said and it's by Briee "Oh how uneasy I feel..."