Assumptions

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I couldn't say I wasn't nervous.

But I also didn't want to make Boone nervous, so I tried to calm my nerves.

Closing the door to my room I turned to see a very fidgety Boone.

"Chill out alright, We can stop whenever." I assured him.

Before he could say anything I pushed him backwards, causing him to land on the bed.

~smut from here on (reminder I am AWFULL at writing smut so if you cringe easily, reader beware)~

Boonw gasped a little in suprise as I began to crawl on top of him.

"Whos-" he began.

"You're topping." I finished for him "I want to be your first."

He blushed but nodded, "we're sure nobody's coming home early?"

"Mhm." I hummed pulling his or my like MY sweatshirt up and over his head.

Pulling my shirt off Boone let his hands trail down to my waist.

He leaned up to kiss me gently distracting me as he hooked his fingers around the wasitband of my pants.

So of course I yelped in suprise as they were pulled down suddenly.

I laughed against his lips, "Jerk."

Kicking my pants the rest of the way off I nearly fell off the bed.

Boone reached forward to pull me closer to him chuckling, "clutz."

"Am not." I argued but instantly silenced as he began kissing my neck.

"Hah.." I breathed closing my eyes "You're going to leave a mark.."

"Mhm.." he hummed.

"Your more dressed than me." I pointed out "Not fair."

He paused and I lifted myself off him enough so he could kick off his pants.

"Better?" He asked.

I nodded leaning back down to him, but he stopped me grabbing my sides.

"What are you-"

He flipped me over so I was lying on my back.

I blushed as he began to kiss down my chest. Leaving marks in every possible place he could.

Finally making his way down to my abdomen he glanced up at me with a smirk.

He leaned back towards me planting a small kiss on my jawline.

"Your sure about this?" He murmered.

I nodded gasping a little as he began to slide my boxers down.

He reached down pulling them the rest of the way off and tossing them carelessly across the room.

Trailing his hand up my leg I began to shiver.

Nobody had ever been this gentle and slow with me.

Maybe Jacob had, but..we couldn't remember.

My first time wasn't..great.

It was rough, quick, and careless.

The other guy had been drunk..he convinced me it was fine.

I wish I could take it back.

I wish Boone could be my first.

"Hey are you alright?"

Blinking I looked at Boones concerned face.