tsukkiyama oneshots.

Kuroo?

I attempted angst,bear with me :,) 
TW⚠️: Self harm

Yamaguchi's POV
Today was the day I was gonna Confess to Tsukki! I've kinda had this big crush on Tsukki since middle school. He's so cool,what's not to like about him? I mean yea he's salty but that's his only bad trait. Once you get to know him,he's more sugary then salty.

We're currently in Tokyo right now for our training camp. It's cool here,but I'm not a big fan of crowds and the city is full of crowds. Ooo that sent shivers down my spine. Anyways,Tsukki should be at blocking practice with Kuroo. I'm not a big fan of Kuroo but I deal with him for Tsukkis blocking practice. And now to turn the corner here.

"That was really good Tsukki!"

"Thanks Kuroo"

What? He didn't say anything about Kuroo calling him Tsukki? But,he said only I can call him that. Yet he still gets annoyed when I say it and we've been friends for years. Weve only known Kuroo for a couple of months. Whatever I'll ask later.

"Hey Tsukki!"
Wait what.
He's kissing kuroo?
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Oh so,he doesn't like me back...
Guess I got mixed signals when he held my hand,or when he called me pretty. Or when he thought of my freckles as constellations.

Yup,mixed signals

I ran away crying, Pathetic.

Tsukishima's POV
Shit, Yamaguchi saw us. Nonononono what if he thinks I like Kuroo. I could never like a Perv like him. I'm confused on how kenma likes him but whatever.

"Sorry Kuroo,but the plan back fired on my end. Maybe yours too" I pointed Over to kenma who looked like he would break with just one touch. Poor him.

Fuck, where is he? Damn. I know how he gets when hes sad. I have to go apologize before he starts again.

Yamaguchi's POV
Pathetic.

Every time I feel this kind of pain,I always resort back to the one thing.

Cutting

I feel so pathetic every time I do it but,I'd rather feel  Physical pain then Emotional. Even if it leaves those nasty scars across my freckled arms where Tsukki would trace the freckles with his finger gently.

I shouldn't

He doesn't love you anyways, who's there to stop you?

No one...

Exactly

I grabbed the pocket knife I had. Tsukki gave it so me for protection. I wonder how he'd feel if I used it for

Some thing else.

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"STOP" I was cut off my Tsukki yanking the knife out of my hands and grabbing my arm. "W-why"

"I dunno just felt like it.." I whispered getting quiter towards the end. Tsukki turned on the sink and put my arms under the water. It stung at first then it felt nice to get the blood of my arm. He then got some bandages and put them on my arms. I guess he grabbed them before coming here.

"Don't do that again" He pleaded kind of quietly. He pulled me into a hug and placed his head on my shoulder. I hugged him back,all of a sudden I feel wetness on my shirt.

Tsukki's crying? He didn't even cry when his pet dog died and he loved him. Is he alright?

"Are you alright Tsukishima?"

"Tsukishima?"

"I just figured you were fed up with the name 'Tsukki' I guess"

"I'll never be fed up with it you dumbass"
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Huh? Tsukki kissed me? Oh my GOSH!
Is this actually happening!?. I kissed back,of course. We kissed for a couple more seconds,then stopped to catch our breaths. Then kissed again. Before it could get worse Tsukki broke it.

"Don't do that again"

"Gomen Tsukki"

I FINISHED IT FINALLYYYYY. Ugh I can't write angst,only fluff and smut is what im good at. As you can tell, I upgraded how I write things huh ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) . Well whatever,adios 😎 - kaz