don't worry it isn't pressuring ❤️❤️ hehe thanks for requesting
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i stared at the floor, a knife in my hand. blood dripping from the blade and from my wrist.
i couldn't form any sort of sympathy for myself, i didn't deserve sympathy or empathy. i couldn't even cry for myself anymore, i was just numb. cutting was the only thing that gave me emotion; pain.
i was about to wipe the blood away with a tissue as i heard the door open from behind me. i felt my world come crashing down as i hoped to dear god it wasn't shigaraki.
" babe? what are you doing? " he asked, his words cutting me deeper than any knife could.
" nothing. " i responded quickly, " i feel sick— please leave me alone. "
" . . . "
it was just silence, the tension so thick i could cut it with a knife.
" are you.. cutting? again? "
" . . no. " i whispered, the lie in my words way too obvious.
" y/n.. " he frowned, slowly approaching me.
" s-stay away! stay back i— " before i could finish my sentence i was in his arms, my whole body tensed but i didn't struggle or make any movements of rejection.
" y/n, why.? " he whispered into my hair.
" . . i'm sorry. " i tried to hold in my tears but to no avail, i started sobbing quietly as he held me. his hand went through my hair, his special gloves already on.
" it's alright, yeah? " he picked me up, slowly taking me to my bed. he layed me down and immediately mimicked my position but with his arms wrapped around me.
i hummed in satisfaction, sniffling.
" i-i love you.. " i whispered, resting against his chest.
the atmosphere almost immediately made me feel better, life was easier with shigaraki. he made everything less complicated.
without hesitation, he whispered the four words i needed the most.
" i love you too. "
it was quiet for a few moments before he leaned down to whisper in my ear softly. " get some sleep, yeah? "
with a small smile on my face, i nodded slowly, shutting my eyes. he removed one hand from my waist, stroking my cheek with his thumb softly.
" . . thank you for everything. " i whispered, eyes still shut.
" it's no problem, i love you. " he said again, this time to make sure i knew.
" me too, i love you too. "
he shut his eyes too and we both slowly drifted into sleep, in each other's embrace.
