Distraction |Obikin

9.

I was watching the pilot as we continued through hyperspace, this journey was too long and uneventful, I hated it. We took the safe path for the Senators safety and it made no sense to me, why wouldn't they find us on this path? Why couldn't we just take the faster route? It just didn't make sense.

Or maybe I had been over exaggerating it to take my mind off of Obi-wan. I told myself I would try and make things normal, but after what had happened, it wasn't easy.

I couldn't shake the feeling that he wanted it too, it wasn't just me. But it had been 3 days since it happened, and if nothing happened soon, then  we would be on Naboo in about 4 days.

Yet nothing changed. I stayed in the same daily routine, I'd watch the pilot for a few hours, get bored, walk around the ship for a while, get bored, ask Obi-wan if he wanted help with the reports to the council, then I'd remember that I hate doing reports, get something to eat, I'd try and avoid spending time with Padmé, but I'd get roped into some sort of conversation with her, take a shower, have dinner with Obi-wan and Padmé, and then I'd go to bed. I hated the routine, but there was nothing else to do on the ship.

"How has knighthood treated you?" Padmé asked. I had dozed off and I just wanted to go take a shower. Every sentence we spoke to each other was awkward, yet it was still like she seeked me out to talk to me.

"Great! It's much better than being a padawan." She laughed. I was really only half in the conversation, my other half was up in the clouds, or taking a warm shower.

"That's good to hear, I remember how eager you were for the trials last time we were together." That was true, but last time we were together we also fucked a few times.

"Yes, yes I was. Well I should get going now, I'll see you later Senator." I have a polite smile before I started to walk away.

"You do know you can call me Padmé?" I turned to see her bright genuine smile, she was beautiful.

"Yeah, ok Padmé." I turned around and walked away. I walked towards mine and Obi-wan's shared room. I just wanted to be in the warm shower.

When I got to the room, I opened to door and saw Obi-wan sitting criss cross on his bed with closed eyes.

I decided that I might as well meditate, I barely ever did it and it couldn't hurt especially since it was with Obi-wan.

So as quietly as I could, making sure not to distract him too much, I tip toed over to my bed, and facing him, I sat down and closed my eyes.

I tried to focus, but my mind only thought of one person. He surely felt the same way about me, right? He had to after what we had done that night? Maybe he was just in denial because of the code? I could just kiss him now, we could get up to something else right now if I wanted to.

I tried to shake him out of my thoughts, but it wasn't working.

"Anakin focus, your thoughts are too loud, remember, there is only the force."

I was a knight, but I was still being taught the same things that didn't make sense to me by my master. "Yes Master."

There was only one person who took my mind off of Obi-wan, so that's who I thought of.

She looked beautiful today. I thought about her dress. A royal blue slim long skirt, made from silky material, and it draped behind her quite a bit. The top was also blue, except for a triangle and one of the longer sleeves. Her hair was tied back so elegantly, just tied away from her face, yet from the back you could tell by the amount of hair pins that a lot of effort and hair product was put into it.

She looked stunning in royal blue, Obi-wan also looked stunning in royal blue, though he didn't change out of his classic Jedi robes often, when he did, blue was the best colour on him. And thought he looked amazing in royal blue, navy blue suited him the best, and it was also good for under cover missions because it didn't stand out much.

Shit! I was thinking about him again, could he hear my thoughts? If he did what did he hear? Did he know I liked Padmé? Did he know I loved him?

"Anakin your thoughts are loud again."

This was crazy, he always had something negative to say about me, it was stupid. I was tired of ignoring this now.