Inspired by the song: Amnesia- by 5sos!
"I thought about our last kiss how it felt how you tasted and even though your friends tell me your doing fine, are some where feeling lonely even though he's right beside you. When he says those words that hurt you do you read the ones I wrote you."
"Sometimes I start to wonder was it just a lie, if what we had was real how could you be fine... cause I'm not fine at all."
"I remember the day you told me you were leaving. I remember the makeup running down you face, and the dreams you left behind you didn't need them like every single wish we had was fake.
"I wish that I could wake up with amnesia and forget about the stupid little things, like the ways felt to fall asleep next to you and the memories I'm never gonna escape, carouse I'm not fine at all."
Fp was singing into his microphone at pops tears running down his face as he thought about the very special person he was singing about, his sole mate, his Al.
She left 4 moths ago. To god knows where with the one and only Hal Cooper.
All Fp know is that she broke up with him for Hal, but little did he know all of the secrets were going to be released very soon.
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"Have you heard from her?" Fred asks his best friend as they walk home from pops.
"No. I haven't, Why?" Fp asks because Fred know to not bring up Alice.
"It just... it doesn't make sense that she would leave all of a sudden. And from what you told me it didn't seem like she wanted to break up with you but more like she was forced." Fred answers
"What are you saying?" Fp asks looking over to his friend.
"Just think back to when she broke up with you, if she really wanted to she wouldn't have been crying or should I say balling her eyes out."
Fp starts to recall that horrible night.
4 months ago
Alice came bursting into his trailer with tears running down her face ruining her mascara.
He gets up from the couch to console his girlfriend. But she comes to him and pulls him down to her level and brings his lips to connect with her soft ones and as their faces connect we can feel her yeas on his cheeks and when he pulls away to talk she stops him though.
"We need to break up." She says not above a whisper.
"What?" He barely says above a whisper matching her tone.
"We-"
"No I heard you the first time,why?!" Fp asks moving to touch her but she knows that if he holds her she will fall apart and tell him everything and she will be alone.
"I- I don't love you. I'm leaving with Hal for a while. She says and he pulls away from her moving backwards.
All Fp remembers after that was a horrible headache and the tears not stopping. When see notices that Alice is gone he moves to clasper he has and pulls out a velvet box with a gorgeous emerald ring inside for her. He stares at it and contemplates throwing it away but there is something inside of him that is saying to keep it, so he does.
That night he drive around town and his eyes kept picking out all of their spots, where they had their first kiss, the first time they got drunk together and had to stumble home together.
"I guess your right, and the letters she sent me a while ago." He says and Fred stops looking at him.
"What! What letter?!"
"Well about a month ago she sent me a letter, I didn't open it but I recognized her hand writing-" Fp stops talking as his eyes come across Hal walking across the street.
"What? Fp, hello! What??" He asks
"What's Hal doing here Alice isn't back. So what's he doing here?" Fp questions continuing to walk.
"I don't know, you should read the letter, I'll come with you." Fred says walking ahead.
Before Fp can reflect the idea Fred is already so much ahead of him.
"Fine.."
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"Ok where is it?" Fred asks going through FPS stuff.
Not there!" Fp says moving before Fred would find his special bonding place but it was too late.
"These are photos of the two of you." He says
"Yeah I still kept them." Fp says yanking hem away and the Fred comes across the ring.
"Forsyth Pendleton Jones What is this?" Fred asks
"I was going to propose before Alice broke it off." Fp says putting the box back and grabbing the letter leaving Fred with a gaping mouth.
"Let's read shall we." Fp says sitting on his bed and reading the letter tearing up at her writing.
~Dear Fp,
What I said to you that night was a lie, I didn't fall out of love with you, if anything I've fallen more in love with you. I have a secret and I am now realizing that I dealt with it wrong. We need your help. I'm at SOQM. Please come!
Love Alice~
"What's SOQM?" Fred asks
"It's the sisters of quiet mercy." Fp says still starting it.
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It's now 1 week later and Fp is at the sister going to get Alice.
"Hello how can I help you today?"
"I need to see Alice smith." Fp says
"Are you family?"
"Yes." He replies
"Room 14."
Fp walks to her room to see Alice's back to the door and he smiles seeing she doesn't look physically hurt.
He opens the door and then finally sees Alice with a baby bump.
"Fp." She runs to him and wraps her arms around him, and he does the same even tighter if possible.
"I'm sorry I said what I said I still love you so much I just didn't want you to leave me.. when you found out I was pregnant." She confesses.
Fp is smoking from cheek to cheek. It did mean something to her, all of the wishes and memories and the love between the two meant something to her too.
"I would never leave you and I would never ever leave our baby." He says and lets her down but to bring her lips too his and he puts his hands on her belly feeling his baby kick and for the first time in months the tears coming from his eyes are happy.
"He knows your his daddy. I love you Fp." She says and laughs as Fp is so excited that it's a boy.
"I love you too Al and our boy. Let's go home." He talked her hand and they walk out of that night mare home.
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That night Fp proposed to Alice and they called Fred to meet them at a chapel to get eloped. They didn't want to go home girlfriend and boyfriend.
No they wanted to finally be husband and wife. And with Fred's help they were.
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What do you think? If you haven't already noticed I get most observation from songs, so if you have song suggestions and ideas I would love to write them.
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~Lauren~
