Jelsa: Darkness Dearest

It'll Be Okay.

Jelsa's P.O.V.

I sat in my room, black snow stood frozen in midair and black ice covered everything in a thin layer, my sheets were covered in sand. I stared at a painting of Jack and me. We stood side by side with our hands entangled. My hand seemed empty now, I could still feel him holding my hand, though he never actually would again. I put the painting down. I looked out my window and spotted the village and the pond, the pond I'd lost Jack in. I hugged myself and felt more tears stream down my cheeks.

Jack's P.O.V.

I opened my eyes at the moon as it lifted me from the pond. I blinked a few times, my bare feet hit the ice cold ground but it didn't bother me, the cold never bothered me, and least I thought it never did, I couldn't remember, actually I couldn't remember anything.

"You are Jack Frost." The moon said and then went silent. I asked it more questions but it wouldn't say another word. I fell and put frost on the frozen lake. That's when I realized one touch from my staff put frost on things, I smiled and spread frost everywhere, something deep inside me said I knew someone who put frost on things but I wasn't sure. I laughed, this was fun, I always wanted to have fun.

-one week later-
Jelsa's P.O.V.

"Jelsa? Do you want to build a snowman? I promise you'll be okay. Come out your door, you'll be alright! I know you've lost your buddy, but I am here! I'll take care of you! Do you want to build a snowman? It doesn't have to be a snowman!" Shelby, my second cousin sang. She was Rapunzel's daughter who was Mom's cousin, they'd come when they heard about Jack. I hugged myself and sobbed loudly. Shelby opened the door and came in, her sun blonde hair trailing behind her, Rapunzel had still had magic of the golden flower in her when she'd had Shelby, so Shelby had golden healing hair. She hugged me tightly.

"I promise everything will get better." Shelby said. I leaned my head on her shoulder. I cried for a long time before she managed to calm me down.

"Any chance that hair of your's heals broken hearts?" I asked. Shelby sighed.

"No, it doesn't." She said. I wiped my eyes and tried not to start crying again. Shelby grabbed my shoulders and made me look her in the eyes. She smiled.

"How about we get out of here, and do something to take your mind off it?" She suggested. I nodded. She took my hand and started running, she led me outside to where it had snowed the night before. Her hair got covered in snow, I found myself laughing.

"Shelby, let me braid your hair quick." I said. I separated her hair into three parts and before long it was in a long braid. She smiled at me and soon enough she'd convinced me to build a snowman.

"Hey, Olaf look, the snowman looks like you." Shelby told Olaf when he came wondering over by us. He smiled and hugged the snowman.

"Hi I'm Olaf!" He said. I smiled. Wren came over with Sven. They both sniffed the air. Drecker was off somewhere rolling in the snow and Ash was standing unneeded guard nearby.

"Hey, guys! I made hot chocolate!" Darren yelled from the door. Shelby and I looked at each other. She smiled.

"Chocolate makes everything better!" She said and grabbed my hands dragging me to my feet. I followed her inside and Darren handed us hot chocolate. We drank it up and I couldn't help but think of how much fun Jack would be having if he were here. I shut my eyes and tried to get him out of my head.

"Oh darling, missing him is so pointless. He's not coming back. You've lost this one. Oh but Jelsa, you'll have so much more fun if you let me have some control." JJ said. I frowned and excused myself to the wash room so that I'd have some privacy. I looked at the mirror where I saw JJ in the reflection. She looked exactly like me except for that she had a vicious look in her eyes.

"JJ I'm not giving you control. I know what you'd do if I gave you control." I said.

"Oh but you don't, I'd make you so powerful, and so happy with your life darling you won't even remember missing that boy Jack. I'll make the pain go away." JJ told me. I froze. My heart ached at just the sound of his name. I stared at JJ in the mirror.

"You can't really make the pain go away. It will never go away." I said. JJ's eyes grinned.

"Oh but it can, all you need is enough power, that's how our father got over it when mother broke it off with him."

"What?"

"Didn't Mother ever tell you the heartbreaking story of two young people who fell in love only to have the girl walk away for the sake of her kingdom, leaving her lover behind as she married and never let him meet his own child." JJ said. I clenched my hands into fists and pursed my lips.

"Wh- Mother may not be very sensible but she would never do that to someone." I said.

"Yes, but she did. Oh sweet Jelsa, let me help and the pain will go away." JJ said. I moved so fast I didn't know until it was all over. I grabbed a nearby candle holder and threw it into the mirror. JJ laughed.

"Shut up! I'm not giving you control!" I yelled, I wasn't getting angry, I was getting scared.

"Jelsa, by you getting scared, I'm gaining it. So give up now." She said. I opened the bathroom door and pushed past a servant who had heard the breaking of the mirror and me yelling. I ran into the main hall but Shelby and Darren were there. I could hear JJ laughing and my right hand lifted itself to shoot ice at them. JJ was clawing at my mind trying to take control. I could feel myself losing as the ice shot out of my hand hit Darren in the shoulder. I screamed along with Shelby who turned to see me after Darren fell to the ground. JJ laughed and aimed for Darren again.

"Really all I need is control over your hands, and that's what I have." She said.

"Yeah, but what you don't have are my feet." I said. I ran as fast and hard as I could, leaving the castle behind and ending up on the north mountain. I didn't go to  my first palace it had fallen apart and melted and so had my mother's. The north mountain was the best place for me, then if I lost control I wouldn't hurt anyone. I formed a castle without singing, I didn't sing much anymore. I locked myself in the palace hoping and praying that I'd never hurt anyone ever again. Alone, that's what I was, and this time Jack wouldn't ever find me.