Venessa

Chapter 31

She kissed me!

It was so sudden, that I couldn't even comprehend whatever was happening. I felt her soft lips on mine and her warm tongue licked my lower lip, slowly. It took me off guard & I pulled my head away from her, with a sudden jerk.

"What happened?" She asked, shocked.

I didn't say anything and just looked down nervously. I didn't even see this coming, why would this happen!

"Don't you like me?"she asked, looking at me curiously. And I still didn't say anything and just kept avoiding, eye contact with her.

"Are you committed?" She asked again, bending slightly to look me in eyes.

"Wait. Are you straight?" She asked, as if she's guilty for something.

"N-No... I'm a-actually.... I'm...bi." I said hesitantly.

"Then, what's the problem?"she asked casually.

"I didn't knew.... You're a bi, too." I said, in almost a whisper.

"Sweetie, I'm not bi. I'm pan. You know the one's that see all and loves all." She paused and smiled widely, resting her hands behind her back, on the kitchen island.

"I'm pansexual."

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And my alarm went off.

Oh god! How long will this scene, go on in my mind. I've been having it since, last three nights, from the night it actually happened.

She's pansexual.

Neither did I knew about this nor, I saw this coming. It was completely shocking since, the time she kissed me.

How could I be so stupid! I should've known since, the look she gave me in the club, all those touches & compliments she gave and taking care of me. There were so many hints that, I didn't take.

And thought she was just being kind.

I got up from the bed & started making my it. It was 7:30 and I had to make her breakfast before 10.

Since, that night I've been doing the best, that I could. Ignoring her.

It was way too awkward, if we were in the same room and the tension was thick in the air. I didn't even, waited for her to get down to eat her breakfast and just left it on dining, before she would get down. Even at night, I ate in my room, after she already finished eating.

I know I couldn't do this forever but, I want to keep it like this, as long as possible.

She's already way too intimidating for me to handle and it actually scares me to even think about someone, in some kind of romantic sense. All of this just so overwhelming and emotionally exhausting for me.

I entered the bathroom, leaving it after being all freshed & bathed. I quickly went into the kitchen and started brewing her coffee.

I started making her breakfast and tried to do it as fast as possible, just to avoid confronting her. But, I panicked when I heard her coming down from upstairs. Why is she up so early? I just tried to ignore her and kept on doing my work when she casually came into the kitchen, encircling the island to pick up the apple from the basket.

"What you making?" She asked, half mouth filled with the apple, she just took a bite from.

"Sandwich and bacon" I tried to reply as casually as possible. Trying really hard to not get bothered by her warm breaths, that were fanning in the crook of my neck, as she was leaning over my shoulder, to look what I was making.

She just got away from me, without saying anything and started walking upstairs.

Just as I saw her vanishing away from my eye sight, I released a breath, I didn't know I was holding. Why didn't she say anything? And was it only bothering me? Cause she's acting all casual.

I made her breakfast, keeping it on the table and didn't bother to eat mine. I just swiftly got out of the apartment, going out for shopping some of the groceries. Actually, I just wanted a break from all of that tension. I wanted a place to think and sit peacefully, on my own.

All of these, sudden chain of events were flooding my head. I don't know what to think or what to say about Priscilla.

Why did she kiss me?

Did she wanted to have a casual hook up? or did she had any feelings involved?
Both of these reasons weren't comforting for me.

I just walked through the streets, searching for a place and finally came by a garden and found a bench to sit on it.
As I was sitting their, all of the memories hit me hard like a wave. My childhood with dad, struggle mom faced, my friendship with Tamara, constant support I got from Kevin and my relationship with Sasha.

And tears started following down my eyes. I miss everybody.

And automatically, my hand got back to fidgeting the pendant in my neck. It was specifically given to me, to remind me I was strong. I was stronger than all of this. Just like dad used to say.

I'll be strong.

I got up from my place & started moving through the streets, it was almost 1pm and she must be off to work by now, Before reaching home, I bought the essentials. I reached the apartment and went in, closing the door.

And just when, I was about to turn I was pushed back in the door.

Priscilla.

Why was she still home?
Why is she holding me like that?

"Where were you?" She asked all furious.

"I went to take g-groceries." I said, gulping audibly.

"What took you so long?" She asked loudly. I didn't answer and tried to avoid eye contact with her.

"Answer me." She said, shaking my body with a sudden jerk.

"I wanted to take a walk." I said, nervously.

And then, she brought one of her hand to choke me: with her right hand, pushing me back in the door and encircling another hand on my waist, bringing me closer to her. Slowly, she tightened her grip on my neck choking me harder and came closer to my ear, whispering.

"Don't you ever fucking leave, without telling me."

I was gasping for air, trying my best to remove her hand from my neck, when she kissed me.

Oh god, not again.

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