Chaoter 18; "Tell me that I am doing the right thing by leaving."

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        I couldn't stay. I couldn't stay here for the rest of my life as a freak. I needed to leave, as much as it pains me I need to. I made Tsukiko sleep else where because I wanted to be alone for the night as I rested on the couch. I would be leaving soon.

         April brought the clothes tonight, hugged me then left. As of now I was going on the run. I couldn't stand being such a burden and the freak just adds to it. She brought me my combat boots, leggings, and my cyan zip up sweatshirt with a black sports bra. She brought Tsukiko leggings, my Nike athletic sandals and my San Diego, Ca pullover.

        We changed and basically I told everyone that I wanted to be alone so everyone went to there rooms while Tsukiko went to the guest room. Mast Splinter tried to talk to me but I just couldn't bring myself to talk back so he simply wished me a good nights rest and then went to bed or to meditate.

        I now stood in front of the dojo doors as I contemplated entering or not for a weapon. I wasn't sure if I should steal from them and run or just run. Soon enough I bolted away and out of the sewer. I couldn't bare steal from them. Instead I would go home and get the things I need then leave. But I didn't leave without a note.

                My family,

                It is time I take my leave on this ever so long journey. I trust for you to not go after me.

                It pains me more then I can say or even spill onto the paper. It hurts my heart to say

                goodbye but I must. I am nothing but a burden and I wish not to cause troubles in

                our little family. Tsukiko, don't you dare cry because damnit I love you and I want you

                to know that you were the best cat, best friend, and therapist I have ever had. You

                gave me so much hope when I had none and I cannot thank you enough for what you

                have given me. My turtles, I love you. Mikey please care for Tsukiko. She needs you

                now more then ever. Leonardo, if you do meet again, I want you to know that you still

                have to teach me Katana's. Donnie, I have no more homework, I guess. Raphael, you

                are a stubborn meat head and I swear if you don't punch a punching bag when you get

                angry after this I will kill you. Sensei, I have failed you and I apologize. And April, Thank

                you for being my first friend.

                                                        With Love,

                                                                Honour

        I ran down the tunnel and within a few minutes I was by the sewer cap. I kicked it open with one leg, it was so much easier with my new found strength. I pushed it back over and ran to my house. I stayed in the shadows so people didn't recognize me with a freakish cat ears and whiskers, not to mention a tail. Soon I arrived and sprinted up the steps before someone could get a second look.

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