Monster | J.JK✔️

8: Stop

The next morning I was unsurprisingly wrapped in Jungkook's arms. Every time we do it, I end in his arms the next morning. Not that I'm complaining. I love waking up the next morning with him beside me. It feels a little weird this time because I kinda didn't want to. But it doesn't matter. I had to. I'm fine. He's happy. I made up for my behaviour. It's ok.

"Morning Princess" I hear his raspy morning voice whisper in my ear. I gaze upwards to see Jungkook's angel eyes shining down on me."Good morning" I reply with a little smile and peck his gorgeous lips. I love waking up to this. In my Kookie's arms who makes a simple good morning hold so much love.
I could never part from this. I could never separate from this.
Even if it means putting up with a few hits...

I love him. So I'll have to endure it all.

Soon I'm done with my morning routine I head downstairs to eat.
I was nervous thinking how Jungkook was going to be today but his morning greeting was pleasant. Still, his unpredictable behaviour continues to worry me as I walk in the kitchen.

Jungkook's back is facing me as he's sitting at the kitchen island again in a position I've been seeing him in a lot in recently. Leaning his back forward with elbows on the table, taking gulps of alcohol. No. Not again. I sigh in frustration feeling annoyed at his increase of alchocol these past few months.

"Jungkook, you can't drink in the morning before work" I say making my way towards him. I know that the increase of alcohol intake in his body is having some affect on his aggression. I know it's having a bit of influence on his behaviour. And he's been taking it nearly every week or more now.

"Well, I want to" Jungkook replies dully, refusing to be nice like before. Frowning, I approach him then reach my hand out to stop the bottle from reaching his lips again. Before my hand can touch the bottle, Jungkook predicts my movement and hardly elbows my arm. "Ouch" I hiss, instantly retracting my arm back as a small zap of pain rapidly shoots through.

"Oh, are you ok?" Jungkook turns his head to ask as soon as he heard me. Oh so now he's worried after nudging my arm but sometimes just keeps on hitting me and doesn't get worried?

I should have said that. But instead I reply with "I'm fine" I mumble rubbing my arm lightly. I'm not happy with him already. Drinking. Seriously. "Jungkook" I say, trying again to stop him.

"What?" Jungkook says a little more hardly and looks my direction. But his face shows slight irritation. So I shut up. "Nothing" I reply quietly. Jungkook's happy with the answer and takes another large gulp. He sets the bottle down then gets off the stool turning to me.

I stand there still, looking down yet again. I realised that I've been looking down a lot when Jungkook comes near me. Sometimes I hate it. The submissiveness. But I can't help it. Because he'll hurt me if I don't...

Jungkook puts a hand gently behind my head and pecks my forehead. "Go eat and get ready" He says nicely. I just nod. Then Jungkook's lips land on mine again. So I let him. I don't really feel like responding and let him give me gentle kiss. But I shouldn't have. Because I feel Jungkook's hand tighten on my hair making me yelp. "Are you not kissing me back?" He growls pulling away but keeping his face right close to mine. Now I've made him unhappy. "N-No" I stutter, refraining myself from making another sound as his grip tightens on my hair. "Let's try that again" Jungkook says and leans back in to tangle our lips. Immediately I kiss him back, gliding my lips with his movement. My cooperation makes his grip loosen.

Once Jungkook is satisfied with me, he stops and releases his hand from my hair to then walk up the stairs.

Sighing, I go to pick up his bottle and put it back in the fridge. I'm getting so confused by our relationship by each day. But I don't know what to do about it.