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Dear hurt book,
THE PAIN NEVER STOP. IT HURTS AND IT DOESN'T STOP EVER. I HATE IT. BUT THERE ARE ONLY TWO WAYS TO STOP IT. TO CONFESS OR DIE. THE LATTER IS THE BETTER OPTION. ID RATHER TAKE A KNIFE TO MY SKIN ANY DAY THEN TELL MY BEST FRIEND I LOVED HIM. PLUS PHYSICAL PAIN IS ONLY TEMPORARY ITS HARD TO GET RID OFF THE EMOTIONAL PAIN.
I can feel it everyday eating away at me, the world no longer has a sparkle. It's dull. The birds singing no longer is considered music more like screaming. A pretty bird sings right? What do you seeing the song bird? Nope you don't so while it chirps a happy song it may be dying in the inside. Yesterday Tomorrow Next year who cares. Congrats to reader now you know I'm broken. Thank you parents you put me here. In this constant feeling of death. However I have decided that no matter how worthless I am I will carry on. And you know why because it the worst thing I can do to myself. Stay in this endless tortue. And I know no matter the pain I as his best friend need to be supportive to him.
I'm not asking for help though. I don't need it.
I'm just asking why must it hurt so much?
~ Tetsurō
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FanfictionDON'T OWN THE COVER (just have it in my camera roll) Kuroo has always hidden everything behind a smile. Acts obnoxious that nothing can ever hurt him. The truth is he keeps all his emotions behind a book. This book he calls his hurt book because all...
