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Dear (Ac)Count Hurt-cular
Lol get the name... yes comedic master Kuroo here. The master now shall teach a lesson.
What's a smile?
A smile is a mask. For me at least. Behind the mask of a smile i always wears on my face, there lays my true is sadness, hate, angry and shock waiting to come out but it doesn't. Not ever. I can't. I never want to lose any of them. But at the same time I want to lose them all stop feeling altogether. Feel nothing. Our blissful would that be. But I'm a human and can't turn of emotions. I always have to keep up this front. I have to be strong. I always have to be strong. Strong for my friend. Strong for myself. And strong for everyone who sees me. I need to always smile to brighten their day make it as sincere as I can muster. If I stop smiling I feel like I may never smile again. For my team as the family i never had, to always love them and put their needs above my own. That is what i have been doing for the past years. Every year. Everyday. But on the inside i lives in a never ending death. At night i suffers, tears pour down my face and make a little puddle. Will no-one ever understand how dead I feel. How I feel like a zombie ever day of my life. Answer no. No one will ever understand.
Can a smile ever save you?
Answer: yes but it will break you as well.
Sayōnara
From your teacher Kuroo
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FanfictionDON'T OWN THE COVER (just have it in my camera roll) Kuroo has always hidden everything behind a smile. Acts obnoxious that nothing can ever hurt him. The truth is he keeps all his emotions behind a book. This book he calls his hurt book because all...
