The life of a fake boy ~ Kuroken angst

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Kuroo. Lights. Flashing. Bokuto. Akaashi. Kenma. Siren. Sobs. Numbness. Screams. Sleep.

1. Kuroo (Kuroo's number)

Kuroo was fading from life. Going in between the life and death.

I feel nothing. There was no call yet I feared no of it. So when the blood was trickling I looked down expecting my spirt soul or whatever you call it to fall through the cracks of the earth. It didn't open.

I always thought I had been a giver, warm and loving. Even as a child I never cried, this is largely due to the fact I thought most people were better than me and deserved the happiness. If everyone was happy then why couldn't I be so whenever I made someone happy I'd try to find that little part of me that was missing. Spoiler alert I never did. So I tried to fill the emptiness that didn't work either. However something slipped in while I wasn't looking. It... I guess it made me feel whole. Somehow I fell in love with Kenma and that made me feel whole and now as I close my eyes. I can only think that kenma has to be okay after I'm gone same with Bokobro and AGAASHI.

2. Light

The blue began to flash in the background as the blue water dripped down the three friends eyes they could also see the bed head falling asleep. They all feared if he fell asleep he may not wake up. None of them wanted that to happen for the life of them. No one wanted him too die. Maybe his psychological impaired parents may but not decent human being would. So when the light in Kuroo's eyes began to dim they were in trouble.

2. Flashing

The ambulance and police were getting closer but may not me fast enough. They lights were glowing and blinking at a rapid pace. Whilst the dim light of Kuroo's eyes began to waver in and out like his consciousness. The blue flashes needed get closer and quicker.

4. Bokuto (bokuto'a Number)

The owl wept his best bro couldn't die. He just couldn't. Bokuto never knew of the horrors of his fellow rooster but was close to him like brother. Bokuto also never thought a parent could do this to their own child. His parent were the ideal ones to have. Always there always supporting. He couldn't even imagine it for Kuroo. He had always heard stories but this. His best friend. His brother. He should have noticed.

I can't no... this isn't happening. If I was smarter I could of done something. You are stupid. No that not what rooster would want. Remember what he said "don't bother with brains if you don't want to. You're you you can choose what you do. Smart or dumb I don't mind to be fair I like the dumb dumb you more." Tears run down my cheek. Why him? Why didn't I notice? ARRGH! WHY DIDNT HE TELL ME!

5. Akaashi (Akaashi's number)

Damn it! Why didn't he say anything? He could of told us. He trust us right? We are like a family. Why didn't he say anything.

Akaashi didn't understand and while he was trying to carry the Nekoma captain closer to the blue light and sirens he was trunk to find a logical reason for one he wouldn't tell them.

6. Kenma (6 is the number of love)

We didn't Kuro tell me. Could he not? Why?

Much like Akaashi he was trying to figure out why some logical reasoning.

Maybe he wanted me to find the diary earlier. Kuro don't you dare fucking die or ill go to heaven and knock you make down. I love you. But of course we were both to chicken to say shit. My heart literally beats for you. Not Shoyo it was never him please wake up.  I can't think of a world without you.

Tears kept coming.

Why did the world have to be so sunny while it was losing an angel in person?

7. Sirens

There would be no echoey silence even if timed seemed so much slower. They felt suspended neck high in water trying to lift Kuroo high enough so he wouldn't drown. They were feeling as if they were going so as a slug. The screams of the car came closer and closer.

8. Sobs

The three were in crying. Well it was more than crying, it was the kind of screaming and begging to the god. More like sobbing that comes from a person with hope running low. How could some one do this?

9. Numbness

Kuroo began to fall into the abyss. To be fair he had stopped fighting ages ago. It had felt like a one sided battle for far too long. Although will miss him... he hoped they'd miss him I mean he thought they'll forget. Why couldn't he fight anymore? Well because if you feel nothing no pain no suffereinh wouldn't it be okay to just leave. For once Kuroo's life there was no pain or misery or any decision he had to make now. He could just sleep. Kuroo's stopped feeling as it went to go black.

10. Screams

Kenma immediately noticed Kuroo's life slipping away and the ambulance drove straight past them so in a desperate cry of help he screamed. Kenma the quiet screamed. It was in raw desperation and fear the ambulance immediately pulled to assist. The paramedics rushed out and grabbed the middle blocker hoisting out and away from his friends... his real family. He could hardly speak but instead screamed trying to signal Kuroo was going limp. Kuroo heard the scream and tried to stay conscious. The three ran to get in the ambulance with them but weren't allowed.

11. Sleep (11 people in a staring line up)

Kuroo could feel his eyes shutting. But he heard no voice beckoning him to come or hand or white light or hell fire. It was just going black. Like sleeping. Maybe just a second he thought. I'll closed them for a second. The problem with that is he felt the gravity against. He struggled for a few second but heard a scream... kenma. He drifted into that dark abyss and his hand flopped to the side of him.