Oz ( Legend Of Oz: Dororthy's return )

Chapter 12

Chapter 12- I Am No Longer Good Or Evil

Scarecrow's pov

I open my eyes, at first it was blurry, I shook my head then rubbed it because I felt light-headed. Whe I come to my senses, I look up to see Dorothy with a horrifying look on her face as well as a tear on her eyes, I look at my hands to see that I grip her arms very tightly

I let go of my grip to her arms she rubbed it then look at me with a serious look on her face

Dorothy: " why didn't you tell me? "

I was confused at first but when I recap of my memories and remembered everything my eyes widened when I came to the releazation of my memories  then I look at her and said:

Scarecrow: " D-Dorothy, please listen to me, you have to understand why I have him "

Dorothy: " no... there's no explanation to it, Shadow already knows it "

Everything was so quiet when she said that, I look around or sence if no one was there or not. Then, I cleared my throat then said to her:

Scarecrow: " Dorothy... I'm... I'm sorry for not telling you this, it's just that I was so scared that you will not accept for who I am especially me and Shadow in a same body "

Dorothy: " I'm not upset about that... I'm upset that you killed those innocent people in Oz. WHY DIDN'T YOU STOP HIM!? "

Scarecrow: " I tried many times but in the end, he takes control of me... but most of the time he usually comes out of the night "

Dorothy: " Scarecrow... look at me "

I look at her, I just hope she accepts it just she did to the others. I close my eyes a little bit because I'm sometimes get pretty nervous most of the times, but when I heard, see, or scent it, it wasn't accpetion, it was... a slap on a face. Yes, that's right, I got slapped by Dorothy herself

I look at her face, to see that there's a burning anger flaming into her eyes and face, she no longer has the tears rolled up to her face, she gritted her teeth, her hand was balling up to a fist, and her breathing is very much likely she's angry or a fit of rage that she is feeling right now

Dorothy: " how... HOW COULD YOU... HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME AND THE OTHERS, I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT YOU AND SHADOW WERE A DIFFERENT PEOPLE OR A PERSON BUT NO! "

Scarecrow: " Dorothy, please, just listen to me... you will get so confuse right now that you didn't let me explain the whole thing about me and Shadow "

Dorothy: " ha! That's a laugh Scarecrow! You know what, I DON'T EVEN LOVE A MADMAN LIKE YOU AND SHADOW!!!! "

When I heard that sentence, it crushed me alot it was like a mirror that had just broke and hit by an object causing to broke, my eyes widened and this feeling that I'm feeling roght now is what Tin man said to me a 'heartbroken' so this is what it feels like to be heartbroken, now I knew what it feels to be like one

I hold my tears trying not to cry right infront of her, then she spoke again:

Dorothy: " just... just leave me alone... I don't wanted to talk to you this second, I wanted to talk to someone unlike you "

She walk away from the garden leaving me there in the garden all alone. I look down to the ground and what I could see is a... tear? I saw how it dropped one tear onto the ground then it fell two drops of tears then three and four then five

I look at my cheek to see that... I was crying so painfully I wipe my tears away but the more I wipe away it only makes it worse for me to get rid of this tears in my face

I sigh, I knew she hates it, I knew she wouldn't accept it.

To be continued