LS#1:Pessimistic Love ( COMPLETED )

Epilogue

Hinatid ako nina Clayze at Zia sa airport dahil kailangan ko nang bumalik sa Spain. After the wedding of Xyler, nang impake agad ako, naunang flight sumabay sila ni mama at tita.

Kami ni Gianx ang nagkasabay. Sila ni kuya, they stay here for good pero dadalaw din kapag may mga holiday like Christmas, Birthdays, New year and other family’s celebration.

Umupo kami sa upuan habang naghihintay na tawagin kami ni Gianx.

“Dalaw kayo doon ha” I requested.

“Walang pera, mabuti sana kung sagot mo” Zia said. I just laugh at her.

Nang tawagin ang aming numero ni Gianx, hinila niya ang maleta ko at naunang lumakad. Bigla akong niyakap nina Clayze at Zia.

“Friends pa din tayo kahit malayo tayo sa isa’t-isa ha” naluluhang si Zia.

“Oo naman Zia, hindi ko kayo makalimutan. Basta tawagan niyo ako kung may problema kayo at kailangan niyo ako ha. Walang salitang busy pag kailangan ng isang kaibigan.” Yakap ko sa kanila.

“Are you sure that you’re leaving?” parang bata na tanong ni Clayze, I just nod at her.

I was so lucky that I have both of them. They stay beside me, through my tough and stormy times. And they’re still there when I reached the peak of success.

I can see myself, six years from now, I’m going to be happy. I always pray and ask God, to guide me in my decisions in life.

All the chaotic life I had been through, I thank him. Kahit masakit sa kalooban ko ang iwan siya dito ay wala na akong magagawa, dahil hindi ko na kayang makita siya na nasa bisig ng iba.

“I will miss you” yakap ko sa kanila. Tumalikod na ako upang sumunod na kay Gianx sa loob. I was about to step but someone pulled me. Napapakit ako nang tumama ako sa dibdib niya. A familiar scent, my tears are automatically flow from my eyes.

“Xyler” tawag ko sa pangalan niya. He just embrace me like he was not ready to let me go. I burried my face on his chest. I can feel and hear his heart beating rapidly.

He sobs, “Limang Segundo lang. Please”

The way I hear his voice cracks, it breaks me. It breaks my heart. Niyakap ko siya pabalik, I cried again on his chest.

“Isa . . . Isang buwan tayo nagsama, simula nung una.

Dalawa. . . sinaktan kita at umalis ka papuntang Espanya.

Tatlo. . . Sumugal ulit tayo, kahit alam naman nating tayo ay talo sa dulo.

Apat. . . Masaya ako na nakilala ka at maraming salamat sa lahat.

Lima. . .Limang taon tayo nagdusa, hinintay ang isa’t-isa. Pero ngayon, Lady Vanadium Cruz Reyes. .  .Pinapalaya na kita.”

He cried, I cried even harder on his chest after hearing those words. I didn’t expect Everything that it will end into this.

Tiningnan ko siya at nakita ang mata na puno ng luha. “When you go, would you have the guts to say? ‘I don’t love you like I love you yesterday' ?”

My tears are still flowing. My vision became blurry, hindi ko na masyadong maaninag ang mga tao sa paligid. We don’t have the care if someone sees us, or even the media found this. We just cherish the moment in our life.

“Be happy  without me” hawak ko sa kaniyang pisngi.

These eyes, these nose, these lips, Everything I will miss them. I will miss them because you're not mine anymore.

“Thank you for everything, thank you for giving the better place I’ve wanted. Thank you for sharing your dreams, thank you for always there. Thank you for waiting for me for the past five years.” Yumuko ako, hiding my tears. “I’m no longer in your life. . . in your world. Let’s be brave to choose the path in our dreams. I can’t turn your head in my walk anymore, but I hope you will proud of me someday.”

“I was afraid of doing this. Setting you free is hurting me. But still, I always love and proud of you, Supermodel.” He said, his eyes are already swollen and so as mine."Let’s live apart from each other. Let’s not forget each other but live our life without one another. . .  Lady Vanadium Cruz Reyes. . .

“I’m setting you free.”