Dangerous Woman | Jeon Jungkook

Part 28

Jungkook

Friday might actually be the best day of the week, not only because it's the weekend, but because I finally get to see Elaine again after a busy week. Although we spend a lot of time together during the week, the stress of everyday life and work makes us both exhausted, so we only have a few hours to spend together. Nevertheless, these few hours are the best of the day and I always patiently wait for Elaine to finish work and stop by my place or I can go to her. She is really what I need to recharge my energy after the physical exertion in the workshop. Her laughter and her beautiful face brighten my day and I immediately get in a good mood.

But when it is Friday, I know that we can spend the whole weekend together without worrying about other things. Sometimes I send Minho home early so that another incident like the last one doesn't happen again. I smirk to myself thinking about how Elaine was so reckless and bold. Luckily the poor boy didn't notice any of it, otherwise, I would feel sorry for his innocent eyes and ears, even if they are not innocent at all.

I hum to myself as I spray on my cologne that Elaine loves so much. Although we will only have casual time together today because we have nothing big planned, I still only want to show my best side, even if Elaine accepts me with everything that I have. We can be so nonchalant with each other and I love the feeling of freedom next to her. I can be who I am without her judging me. I can do any stupid thing and she simply laughs about it.

She also seems to feel that way next to me, walking around in my shirts, which are too big for her, but she is most cute when she is sleeping. I love to watch her sleeping, to watch her chest rise and fall with every gentle breath she takes, how her hair lies wildly around her and even sometimes in my face, or how she drools sometimes when her mouth falls open. I laugh at the thought and realize how much I miss her when she is not with me. It is always a different feeling when she is in front of me, when I can breathe in her scent, when I can touch her.

I try not to show it, but she makes me nervous. Sometimes I don't know how to react or what to say, although I radiate a confident aura. She is literally the first woman who can make me blush, who can make my heart skip a few beats and then beat faster than ever. Every time I feel her lips, my eyes close by themselves and I lose track of time.

She heals me. Like a cure that I have been waiting for all my life, desperately looking for it and just when I almost gave up hope, I found her by fate. She is like an oasis in a desert, which I was looking around thirsty for, she extinguishes the fire in me and comforts me.

Damn, I'm head over heels for her.

"Pull yourself together, Jungkook. You're acting like a teenager." I slap myself, clearing my throat.

But I can't pull myself together. How am I supposed to pull myself together when she's all I can think about? Ever since my birthday, when we stood up on the roof terrace and watched the stars, I can't get her out of my mind. She looked so beautiful that day, breathtaking. Her honey skin shone in the moonlight and even more so her eyes, full of admiration for the stars in the sky. I couldn't take my eyes off her, because despite the many stars, she shone the brightest for me.

So I got her a little present. When Tae and I went out of town to get a car piece and explored the city, I found a small stand with jewelry. Of course, I wanted to take her a souvenir and my eyes immediately fell on a necklace with a small diamond star on the end of it, which reminded me of her and her name. Shining light. Because she is the shining light for me.

Since I haven't found the right time to give it to her yet, I stuff the necklace with its little velvet box in my pocket so that I can hopefully give it to her today. We don't have a big date planned, just a visit to the park where we can enjoy the nice weather, and I will give the necklace there because I'm sure nobody will disturb us.