He Was There (A Logicality Story) *completed*

Part 9

Patton's POV:

I woke up, my arm still hurting a bit which made me groan quietly as I sat up. What time was it?

I grabbed my glasses, putting them on, and then my phone. I looked at the time, 9:46 AM.

That wasn't too bad I guess. I could've woken up way later. I got up and yawned as I left the room. I looked around and both of them were gone. Probably at work or something.

It was Thursday. Hey, I could go to work too, my shift starts at 10 AM and it took 10 minutes to get there. But I didn't have what I needed too.

I sighed and went into the living room, laying on the couch. I decided to put on some Christmas movies, might make me get happy and get into the Christmas spirit or something.

I put on "A Christmas Carol" and watched it. Soon after, penny, Emile and Remy's bulldog jumped on the couch and laid with me.

I smiled softly and hugged her as I watched the movie.

Over the few hours alone, I watched multiple movies on Netflix. I told myself to eat, get up, or just anything, but I didn't move.

I guess Emile and Remy went on a date tonight too.. Lucky them. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for them! They've been together since middle school! I'm just. Missing the affection.

Sure, I cuddle my friends, but it just isn't the same. And it's just because they take pity on me.

I hate this feeling so much! I feel.. Gross, angry, sad, just. So many bad things. I just hid it for the most part, sure you could say the breakdowns and crying wasn't hiding, but that wasn't it.

Remus, he did something to me and it wasn't just rape. It took my dignity, confidence, trust, pride, and my happiness.

As I realized all of this, there came the lovey dovey couple. Saying how much they loved each other, they probably forgot I was even there. I'm sure everyone would probably forget I was here.

They went into their kitchen and I just laid on the couch in the living room. My eyes were dull and there was no brightness like always, I was frowning, doing nothing, and staying quiet. They'll notice me when they want too.

Emile POV:

I was a giggling mess, Remy was just whispering cute things in my ear, wrapping his arms around my waist, and kissing my neck as we stood in the kitchen.

We had a date night since we've both been stressed so much. Work, we've had some fights, and now everything that's happening with Patton. But I'm pretty sure he went over to somebody else's house. He's always hated being alone so I just assumed.

I guess Remy was feeling extremely affectionate because his soft kisses on my neck soon turned into rougher kisses with him sucking and nibbling on my skin. It sent shivers down my spine as I let out soft and quiet moans.

We're both comfortable with this, we have been dating since middle school and even talked about marriage. Plus, we've done these types of things before.

But the soft noises coming from my mouth must have turned him on more. He was behind me and he put his hands under my shirt, making me weak to the touch. He whispered sweet nothings as he put me in a corner by the counter.

I turned around and giggled "what do you think you're doing~?" I asked teasingly, making him growl.

"Just turn around love, it'll be easier that way" he didn't mean it threatening, he just got dominant and he knew I loved it. We had a safe word and the whole green, yellow, red thing so it was completely okay with us.

I shook my head and grinned more, looking up at him with a sly look. "Don't fucking say it. You'll eat your words after" Remy growled ".. Make me"

He chuckled "I warned you my love." He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him as he placed me on the counter.

He attacked my neck harshly, leaving very noticeable Hickey's, I'll just deal with it later. "You won't be able to walk for a week after this, I promise you that"

"Prove it then" I said teasingly, it always worked. He picked me up again, squeezing my ass in the process, making me moan softly and hiding my face in the crook of his neck.

We walked into the living room since we weren't patient enough to go upstairs.

But when we got in the living room, we heard quiet whimpering? Oh no, no no no! We both stopped, sadly, and went by Patton. He was under his blanket, shaking. "Patton we're so s-"

He got up and shook his head "d- don't be. It's.. " his lip was quivering and he seemed like he was trying not to cry.

"Do you-" I got interrupted again and was shocked at what he was saying

"Just.. Just stop bring sorry!! I am /fine/" he obviously wasn't, tears were running down his face and it was clear why he was upset. He didn't stop there though. "I'll give you your clothes back, I'm just gonna go to my apartment. Just leave me alone. "

"Do you want us to drive you at least?" I offered in an understanding tone. "No. I can walk. " he mumbled, going by the door.

It hurt to see him go through this but Remy wasn't taking it. He was still really protective and this could make him mad, we don't need that right now, not with Patton!

But it was too late. Remy said in a lower tone "patton. It is 10 at night. We are driving you home, that isn't a question and you aren't getting a choice in this situation."  that was said harshly, but Remy didn't mean it at all. 

Patton took it so wrong, I get why, but this could've been so easily avoided. He froze for a second, fear taking over. Remy realized what he did.

"Oh sh- Patty I'm sorry, I just get ove-"

Patton just broke right then and there. He had to have kept something from us. Whether it was something that happened, or the obvious choice, he was repressing things again.

"Y- y- you sound just like him!! You all.. You all are j- just like.. Like HIM!" Remy looked so shocked and disappointed in himself while I was heartbroken.

"Patton i-" Remy tried to rephrase and fix what he said but Patton shook his head "just stop! L- leave me alone, I'm begging you!" He sobbed, falling and sitting on the floor, curled up and hugging himself.

Me, being the therapist, stepped in. I helped him through everything, giving advice, going through exercises, making sure he was okay, and all that fun stuff.

It took a whole, exhausting, hour for him to calm down. Remy apologized and did what he could to comfort Patton.

He got permission to pick Patton up and when he had his hand on Patton's arm, the smaller male yelped in pain.

Remy put him on the couch "patty? Are you okay??"

3rd person POV:

The short answer was no. There would be hospitals, psychiatrists, and more in the future.

Patton passed out from dehydration and exhaustion. That's also when Remy and Emile found the recent scars.

It would be a very long recovery.