☀︎︎𝐻𝑎𝑚𝑧𝑎ℎ - 𝑆𝑜𝑓𝑡𝑙𝑦 ☀︎︎

❣︎𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟 15❣︎

We finally got to my house, and I jumped out of the car, stretching my legs. I groaned as my muscles were tight from sitting in a car almost all day. It was almost eleven and all I wanted to do right now was get in bed. Hamzah got out of the car and started getting my bags out. I quickly helped him and unlocked my front door, bringing my things back in. The smell of my house felt cold and lonely, as it usually always does after I come home from a fun vacation or sleepover. Hamzah walked in behind me.

"I'm gonna grab my stuff. Be right back." I nodded and went to my room, throwing my bag onto the floor. I quickly removed my makeup and tossed my clothes on the floor, changing into a pair of nike shorts and a tank top with an oversized sweatshirt. I let my hair down and walked back into the living room. Hamzah was just coming back in with his bags.

"You got dressed quick," He said, laughing. I giggled as he put his stuff down and walked over to me. He put his hands on my face, leaned in, and kissed me. I put my hands on his chest as I leaned in. We stood in my living room, me on my tiptoes, just simply kissing. After a while, I pulled away for air. I leaned against his chest as he smiled down at me.

"Can you sleep in my room?" I asked. It was the last time I would be with him for a while. He nodded and went to go change. I went to my room and scrolled around on my phone. Claire had posted the video of me choking. Although it was embarrassing, it was still hilarious and I left a comment. Hamzah walked into the room. He was wearing sweats and a white shirt. He sat on the bed next to me, leaning his head on his hand which was propped up on the pillow. He leaned over to see what I was looking at. He saw the video of me and starting laughing.

"It's not funny!" I said, poking his chest while giggling.

"It kind of is," He said, trying to stifle his laughing behind his arm. I turned off my phone, plugging it in next to me. Pulling my legs under the covers, I switched off the lamp next to me. Hamzah got into bed next to me. I rested my head on his chest as he wrapped his arms around me. The quiet lull of his deep breaths quickly sent me into a deep sleep.

I woke up to an iPhone alarm ringing. I heard Hamzah groan and shift beneath me. Ugh. Why so early? I sat up and squinted my eyes. Sunlight poured into my window. Hamzah sat up next to me, rubbing his eyes. He grabbed his phone and turned off the alarm. Oh no. My stomach dropped. He was leaving.

After we had both gotten dressed and I had made us some breakfast, Hamzah had to go. He grabbed his bags and walked to the door. I wrapped my arms around him, burying my head into his chest. He wrapped his arms around me. I sighed and felt a tear roll down my cheek, no doubtedly getting on his shirt.

"Hey hey, Aurora. You'll be okay. I'll still face time you everyday." He said. I sighed.

"It's not the same," I complained into his chest. He pulled me away and put his hands on my shoulders.

"We'll be okay," He said, looking into my eyes. He brushed away my tear with his thumb. I stared into his dark brown eyes. I put my hand on his face and leaned in to kiss him. He put his hands on my back and leaned in as well. This would be the last time I would see him for who knows how long. I went as long as I could until pulling away for a breath. I kept my hands on his face.

"I'm going to miss you so much," I said, softly. He gave me a small smile.

"Not as much as I'll miss you."

Before I knew it, he had left. The door closed behind him. I stood in the lonely house. For the first time in a while, I felt empty. I walked over to the window and waved at his car pulling away from the house, though I doubt he saw. I waved until his car was far into the distance, and I could no longer see it. I sighed and sat on the couch. I had nothing to do. I pulled out my phone and decided to post something from the trip. I posted a car video. The tears that hit the screen surprised me. I missed my friends so much, especially Hamzah. I went to the groupchat. Claire, Haley, and Chase were already home. I texted with them for a bit. We told each other how much fun we had and planned a script for an upcoming stream. That helped. But once it was just me again all the feelings crashed down like waves. I grabbed a blanket that was folded over the couch and threw it over me. I turned on the television and watched netflix, tears streaming down my face, as I fell asleep.

A/N: heyy this chapters kinda short but i still hope you liked! anyways auroras all sad now but i have ideas for future chapters so stay tuned. also in this reality covid just like does not exist lol. anyways don't forget to vote if u liked! i still can't believe the amount of reads like ahhhhh anyways tysm