☀︎︎𝐻𝑎𝑚𝑧𝑎ℎ - 𝑆𝑜𝑓𝑡𝑙𝑦 ☀︎︎

❣︎𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟 30❣︎

An iPhone alarm woke me up, once again, from my sleep. I groaned and sat up quickly, startled by the noise. I felt Hamzah roll over.

"Morning," He said, rubbing his eyes open.

"Good morning," I said. I sighed and hopped off the bed. He was leaving today. My stomach filled with dread and I trudged to the bathroom, just throwing on some sweats and  tank top. I quickly brushed my teeth and didn't even bother to brush my hair. I walked back into the room as Hamzah was getting his bags ready.

"Do you really have to leave so soon?" I asked, frowning.

"Sorry Rory, I really do," He said. I sighed and sat on the bed, picking at my sweats. He saw my mood and sat next to me, lifting my hung head up with his hand.

"I promise to facetime everyday. And you should come over soon," He said. I brightened. I'd never really thought about going to his house, he'd always just been to mine.

"Really?" I asked. He noticed my mood pick up.

"Yeah, you should definitely come over soon," he said. I smiled and kissed his cheek before hopping off the bed and skipping to the kitchen. I made some toast and quickly set them on some plates with some strawberries as he came in.

"Here," I said, pointing to a plate. He smiled and sat down at a barstool, as I sat next to him. We chatted for a while, talking about when we'd meet up again and about freakshow, planning some things for future streams. I smiled. I was glad to be with Hamzah. I don't know what my life would be like without him.

"Alright, well, I have to leave soon." He said, checking the clock. I frowned but got up, cleaning up our plates. I helped him carry his bag to the car.

"This is it," I said. He frowned.

"Yeah, this is," He said softly. I felt a tear roll down my face as I quickly threw my arms around him into a hug. We rocked back and forth and hugged for what felt like forever before he had to pull away.

"I'm going to miss you," I said as Hamzah climbed into the drivers seat of his car. He closed the door and rolled down his window, which I walked up to.

"And I'll miss you more," He said, as he gave me a light kiss and rolled up the window, starting the engine.

"Drive safe!" I called as he started to drive. I sighed and stepped back on the front steps of the house. He pulled out of the driveway. I waved and waved until his car was out of sight, once again. I walked back inside, my head hung low. Closing the door, I walked inside and fell onto the couch. I would miss him so much. I already missed Freakshow terribly. I picked up my phone and texted them. We chatted about what we would do next stream. I was excited, and the messaging temporarily distracted me from Hamzah. Once everyone had to leave though, I was again left alone with my thoughts. I sighed and rested my head against the back of the couch. I decided to change into pajamas early and eat, as well as binge watch a new show. I grabbed some leftovers, changed into some fuzzy P.J.'s, and laid across the couch, binging Criminal Minds. I let the show distract my thoughts as the sky began to become dark and Hamzah would probably be home. I realized this and grabbed my phone, quickly texting him.

Me: are you home yet?

Me: Imy </3 😩

He didn't text back, so I assumed he was probably still on the road. I sighed and went back to watching my show, the sky continuing to darken from a blush pink to a dark purple. My phone dinged and I quickly checked it.

Hammie: just got home

Me: did you have a good roadtrip

Hammie: would be better if u were there

Me: i usually sleep the whole way lmao

Hammie: still im lonely by myself 😩

Me: sending u internet kisses ❤️

Hammie: thanks princess

I smiled at the nickname and continued typing.

Me: you should get some sleep

Me: goodnighttt

Hammie: will u ftttt

Me: fine

Me: but only if its so u can go to sleep

Hammie: deal

Incoming call: Hammie

I quickly stepped to my room and turned off the rest of the lights in he house. I propped my phone up on a pillow and clicked accept.

"Hey boo," I said, sticking my tongue out. Hamzah laughed on the other line.

"Hey babe," He said, copying me by sticking his tongue out back. This time I laughed. He set his phone down on his bed.

"How was the trip?" I asked.

"Like I said, it was boring without you," He said. I snorted.

"I literally contribute nothing to our road trips. Except snoring and bathroom breaks," I said. Hamzah laughed.

"It felt lonely," He said, playfully frowning.

"I miss you," He said.

"Me too," I said, my face also tugging down into a frown. We chatted for about an hour, before I had to get ready for bed. We bid our goodbyes and hung up. I sighed and put my phone down, laying on my bed. I missed Hamzah, so much. I crawled up into the blankets, falling asleep in seconds.

A/N: sorry short chapter ANYWAYS I WAS READING THIS TIMOTHEE CHALAMET FANFICTION AND GOT A SUPER GOOD PLOT BHT ITS SO SAD AND I WONT WRITE IT AS WELL PROB BUT IM USING IT TO ADD SOOOO MICH DRAMA OK THANK YOU FOR READING anyways still literally crying over the amount of reads and i'm SO SO sorry for taking so long to update i literally hate school sm ok ty!