||Tamaki POV||
I close my eyes as my mind fogs up. Crap. Crap. Crap! I told Nejire I could do this but I can't! I can't speak in front of this crowd! I CAN NOT DO THIS!!!! I panic and fall down. God, don't start crying please. But of course, I slowly fall apart. I hear my name and the signal to start speaking. I start shaking, I can't. I give in and run off stage. I keep running despite people trying to stop me. I'm eventually tackled to the ground by Nejire as she holds me. I squirm and wiggle, I need to get away. She holds me tightly, quietly petting my hair and not letting a peep slip out of her mouth. Its just me and her, laying on the ground as she keeps me close. I give in, wrapping my arms around her. "Its okay, Tamaki. Speaking in front of a crowd isn't for everyone." Nejire says, caressing my cheek. She pecks it softly. "But I-" "Shhhhh. Hush." Nejire doesn't let me speak. There's no point in fighting so I groan softly before sniffling and hugging Nejire tighter. She smiles and kisses me. "C'mon baby. Let's go home. We can bake some cinnamon rolls and cuddle up while watching some Disney movies. How does that sound?" She smiles, her lips are curved up in a warm, comforting way that feels like a hug from grandma. I nod and smile. "That.....that sounds lovely." I smile. She nods and we start walking. We arrive home, bake cinnamon rolls, and sit down for a movie. We decided on some of the princess ones and cuddled up. "Tamaki." Nejire sighs. "Hmm?" I hum. "I love you...panick attacks and all." Nejire smiles. "I love you too" We kiss and go back to our movies.
||Nejire POV||
While I do find Tamaki's panic attacks annoying at times I power through the anger and realize he can't help it. He's nervous and scared and probably shaken up....and he just falls apart. I smile and kiss him on the cheek. "Hey babe..." I say, softly. He turns to me a bit. I sigh. "I know that you don't like doctors or pills or stuff like that....but I'm gonna set up a doctors appointment so that we can get you some medicine for your aniexty." I sigh. He whimpers. "No...." He mumbles. "What? There is not a 'no' in this situation, you're going." I say, holding my ground. He growls a bit. "I SAID NO! I DON'T WANT TO GO!" He screamed, almost like a child, and stormed off, running into the room and locking himself in. "Tamaki please-" All I hear is crying. I should have known better than to bring it up right now.
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Smile! (Tamaki x Nejire) !¡Discontinued¡!
FanfictionNejire has never had much luck with men, she had always found them as quite jerks...but Tamaki was different. He was soft, sweet, and actually cared. He put her first, thinking of himself later. He actually said "I love you" Every time he left or it...
