chase thoughts, dialogue and actions
noen thoughts dialogue and actions
other characters thoughts, dialogue and actions
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My hair is brown, she's scared to touch
And she just wants to feel something
And I don't think that's asking for too much
And when I go to sleep it's when she begins to weep
She's appalled by not loving me at all
she lays down- the 1975
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my hand gripped my folder with my history homework on top that i failed to do yet again as i speed through the halls towards my homeroom. just as i figure out the answer to number seven i crash into a thin body. although he wasn't very big the quick, unexpected impact made me stumble back and trip over my feet and i fell straight on my ass. my grip remained tight on my work and lucky for me i didn't drop anything. a feeling of frustration and anger began brewing inside me as i was about to go the fuck off on who ever was so arrogant and stupid to bump into me in the hall. until my eyes met a flustered slim boy with a pale complexion complimented by his dyed platinum- almost silver hair and something in me went soft. the anger in the pit of my stomach was replaced with a strange sensation, sorta a fluttery feeling i guess. it took him no time to apologize, but there was no need because i already forgave him. which was odd because believe me, i am not the forgiving type.
"i'm soo sorry i wasn't looking where i was going and i didn't mean to i'm really really sorry."
"i-its fine. don't worry about it" i say quickly gathering myself and rushing away confused and a bit embarrassed. i've seen him before, in fact i think he's even in my science class, i guess i never really got a good look at him or even noticed him. how in the world did i not notice him.
i walk away smiling to myself. he was kinda cute- wait no noen stop. you have a girlfriend and your straight. it's fine i can think another human is cute without being attracted to him. but why was he so nice? i see him in science always picking on people and being rude to anyone and everyone. i ignore these thoughts and go on with my day. 8th period rolls around and my phone gets a text message.
abby‼️🥰💗
ill meet you at your house<3
me
okii
i sighed and hoped in my car, placing my bag in the front seat next to me. i plugged my phone into the aux and played i don't know why i keep thinking this is going to work by scruffpuppie and began driving. when i got there i was met by abby's car in my driveway. i took a deep breath to brace myself before meeting her and grabbed my bag and got out of my car. i just really wanted to be alone tonight. oh well . the night wasn't so terrible i actually had a fun time , we made cookies and watched halloween movies. i love spending time with her i dont know why i was being so dramatic we are laying in my bed focused on the screen when she slides her hand down to my crotch. she looks over and smirks at me. i slightly jolt my body upward pushing her off of me. her smirk fades into a frown.
"sorry i'm just not in the mood" i say
"oh. okay fine." she says moving away from me.
"i'm really sorry i just don't feel like it."
"it's fine." she says obviously upset we sit there for a second in awkward silence before she speaks again
"i think i'm gonna go" she says sitting up and starting to get out of the bed
"abby in sorry you don't have to leave. we can just watch movies and cuddle." i said trying to convince her, feelings very guilty.
"no it's late anyway i should get going. i have homework too." she says grabbing her bag from the corner of her room.
" see you tomorrow" she says before quickly exiting
"ya see ya" i say not even bothering to chase her. i felt relived she left, then guilty i made her leave and didn't even try to make her stay. im such a horrible person i don't deserve her.
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i've been busy and overwhelmed with school and other stuff sorry but the updates won't be that quick. but j do have a few chapters already written for right now.
