chase thoughts, dialogue and actions
noen thoughts dialogue and actions
other characters thoughts, dialogue and actions
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once we are tipsy enough to take the edge off things but not exactly drunk yet, saving room for the party, the party had already started 20 minutes ago. we just didn't wanna be the first people there. we had decided it'd be a good idea to wait half an hour to leave so the party is more fun. we drive over to the party, blaring music and belting the lyrics to each other. we arrive at a large house and we could hear the music from the car and see a lotta kids, with red solo cups in their hands from the window.
"there's a lotta people in there" noen said looking over at the large house, looking nervous.
"you'll be fine noen this is gonna be the best night of your life and i'll be here for every second of it" i smile at him and grabbed his hand to comfort him. i watch his eyes go wide and his gaze turn from the house to me. we made eye contact for a good minute until i pulled myself out of his gaze.
"come one let's get the party started woohoo." i cheer to noen he smiles and rolls his eyes i let go of his hand he and follows me to the door. we walk into the house and immediately head for the drink table. i pour myself and noen a drink.
"see noen it's not that bad, we are gonna have a great night." i say handing him his drink and putting my arm around his shoulder. i love to touch him and in order for me to do it and for it to not be weird i have to do it in subtle "platonic" ways.
"let's just get fucked up." noen says as he lifts the cup to his lips, tilts it upwards, and begins chugging.
"woah woah who calm down there buddy, that's mostly vodka." i say concerned for his liver. he removed the cup from his lips to reveal it was almost empty. he goes to refill it then, just as expected one of those shallow fuck heads came over to annoy me.
"yooo chase wasssup." he says slurring his words. i take a few big gulps of my drink to brace myself for this painful conversation.
"wow josh, drunk already?" i saw not really that surprised.
"ohhh yeah chase you know how i roll, the girl's love it hell even the guys love it. so who's your little friend?" he says judging noens arm, to which noen stumbles back uncomfortably. this pisses me off, even more so than his shallow narcissism.
"this is noen and we will be going nice seeing ya josh." i say pulling noen away by the arm.
"hey, i wanted to take shots."
"shh he'll hear you."
fast forward to an hour later, both of us were about 5 shots and 2 drinks deep and let me tell you the more drubk i got the more i wanted noen. we wandered outside where we found a group of mostly unfamiliar people smoking.
"yo chase. get your ass over here." i notice it's jaden and am relieved. he is probably one of my favorite people to chill with at parties.
"come smoke with us." he says and, of course we eagerly comply.
"how could i say no." i saw walking towards him, noen following close behind.
"jaden, this is noen in case you didn't already know."
"what's up noen , ya i think i've seen you around." he says handing the blunt to noen. he hits it and passes it to me.
i smile at him at a loss of words. i look over at chase and smile to myself. he looks so pretty, with his goofy smile and his soft floppy hair. and god those eyes, he- suddenly i was pulled out of my trance when chase looked over at me.
"what's up?" i asked, with a glowing smile on my face.i squeezed my eyebrows together, acting as if i was confused, acting as if i didn't totally catch him checking me out. i mean come on look at that smile, that look in his eye he made it completely obvious.
"uuuh nothing i just zoned out, sorry."
"mmhm okay." i reply unconvinced, he rolls his eyes in response.
"so, guys how are you liking the party? i haven't seen you at one in forever chase, and noen i don't think i've ever seen you at one."
"ya i don't really go to partys, not really my scene."
"well it should be, you seem chill but that's valid. but chase what's your excuse you used to be a fucking party animal, did chase ever tell you about the good old days."
"really jaden, the good old days? what could you possibly be referring to."
"when we hit up parties every friday, then drink away the hangover the next day to hit up another party on saturday then another on sunday. noen you will not belive the stories i have about this kid he is fucking inane, this one time he convince 7 girls-"
"oookay jaden that's enough thanks for the smoke buddy, but noen and i will be going to the dance floor."
" wait what about the story?" i asked trying to play it cool but i'm actually pissed off at the thought of anybody other than me touching chase. the thought of it marked me cringe and weirdly angry.
"i'll tell you a different time nice meeting you noen and nice seeing ya chase, see ya guys around."
"ya thanks for smoking us up."
"anytime i gocchu."
"chase i don't know how to dance" i say as we walk away from jaden.
"it's easy just follow my lead" he says grabbing my hand and pulling me o to the dance floor.
"wait i need a drink first." i say pulling him towards the drinks. i got us drinks and we went back to the dance floor. i took a few big gulps of my drink which was mostly rum with some coke. fast paced music played and he started jumping around and moving his arms to the beat, in a sort of awkward yet smooth movement that looked oddly good. i hate to admit how hot and attractive he looked. no noen stop being such a fag and falling into his stupid games. he doesn't like you. and you don't like him. i shook away the thoughts and followed his motion. the music was a fast paced edm type music which was really fun to dance to. we danced around each other smiling and laughing and occasionally singing along to the song. occasionally taking sips of my drink, suddenly the alcohol hit me hard. i mean i was drunk before but you know when you tme that one shot that throws you over the line from drink to plastered. from able to control yourself to the alchohl taking control. i looked at chase, he looked so adorable and perfect.
"y-you know i reeeeeaaly like you." i said drunkenly, slurring my words.
"you do huh?" he said intrigued, his voice sounded as if he were drunk but he wasn't sitting as bad as me.
"yup. mmhm. i really really like you. like i like like you." i whisper the last part in his ear, as if it were a secret. which it kinda is i suppose.
"well i like, like you too." he said in a low, raspy voice
until a slower paced song came on. it wasn't exactly a slow song but it wasn't as fast pace as before. chase was dancing awfully close to me, which i didn't mind at all. he was swaying to the beat, until he pulled me in by the waist and tilted his head and leaned in, putting his lips close to my ear. he paused before he said anything and i could feel his warm breath on my neck, sending chills down my spine and good bumos all over me.
"you have no idea how much i want to kiss you right now." he whispered in a low, voice. god i love that voice.
"let's go find an empty room...hmm?" he added. i nodded my head slowly , in sort of a trance. he put me in a trance. how does he have so much power over me? he grabbed my hand and pulled me across the room, and up the stairs. we stopped at a dar, wooden door at the top of the stairs. he lightly knocked three times, after waiting a couple of seconds we received no response and we entered the room to find a vaccine bedroom.
"perfect." chase says and smirks at me
"ya.. perfect." i was beyond happy to be with him, so happy everything else on my mind went blank. wasn't thinking of my dad i wasn't thinking about abby all my thoughts were consumed by him and how much i wanted him, in that moment nothing else mattered, it was all him.
