Caroline I miss you more than I ever wanted
I don't know you but I know you are beautiful
Caroline your eyes are little pools of death
You're a waste of my time but I couldn't care less
Caroline please kill me
Send my spirit to your mind
I will hang out in your feelings
Until the end of time
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~next day~
i'm chilling on my bed, playing on my phone when i get a call from one of my friends matt.
"yo what's up."
"yo man there's a party tonight at 11 at my place it's gonna be a rager you gotta come."
that doesn't sound that fun, don't get me wrong i love to party but not with these shallow douchebags don't get me wrong some are cool but those fuck heads are unavoidable and always up my ass. oh i know! i can bring noen that'd make it so much fun
"shit, count me in. can i bring noen?"
"that fag? what are you hanging out with him for. nahh man don't bring him." this makes my blood boil. as you can tell he's one of the shallow douche bags. but i have to keep my cool to keep my reputation.
"he's not a fag he's got a girlfriend and he's chill i peomise ."
"nah i have a reputation to keep up. just come alone or bring anyone else. man i have a reputation to keep up what will people think if i let a fucking freak in my party"
"if he doesn't come then i'm not going."
"what is your deal with him are y'all fucking or in some gay relationship?"
"no what the fuck? it's nothing like that! like i said he has a girlfriend."
"but anyways you for real have to come everyone's been asking about you you haven't come to a party in like months."
"i went to one like last month. and like i said no noen, no chase."
"okay fine but you owe me."
"yeah sure i'll see you tonight." i said before hanging up.
"haha yes!" i yell to myself. now i just have to call
noen. i what my scroll through my phone and click on his name and face time him. it rings for a short time before he picks up.
"hi" he says cheerfully
"hey! what are you doing tonight?"
"uhh.. no, why"
"soo.. you wanna go to a party with me?"
"uh i don't know, that's not really my scene." he says timidly almost as if he was embarrassed.
"coke on noen it'll be fun pleeeease." i say sticking out my bottom lip, pouting. he rolls his eyes and smiles. god i love that smile.
"i don't know chase i don't do well at parties how do i put this uh let me see... everyone hates me."
"that's not true i don't hate you please."i say smiling wide
"but nobody wants me there." he said looking down
"i want you there. please noen, come.. for me?" i say keeping eye contact even after he looks away.
"fuck chase. what time is it." he says rolling his eyes looking back up at me.
"so does that mean you'll go?" i say excitedly
"ya ya ill go."
"oh my god yes! noen you won't regret this we are gonna he so much fun. it's at 11 but i was thinking we could hang out before ."
"ok when do you want me to come over?"
" uhhh how about 8? are your parents cool with you going out to a party and being out all night though, i know mine aren't but they're always working so they wouldn't notice."
"pfft. it's just my dad and he doesn't care about anything i do. see ya later." he says ending the call. that was kinda weird, i wonder what happened to his mom. maybe he'll tell me eventually, if he trusts me, i wouldn't wanna push anything on him.
he arrived at my house, and we spent the time listening to music , smoking and just hanging out until it was 30 minutes til the party started. we were both laying on chases bed til he got up.
"i've gotta go grab something."
"uh. ok" i say smoking a joint. he comes back holding a bottle of vodka and 2 shot glasses.
"it's pre-game time." he said as he sets down the two shot glasses and fills them.
a/n
i'm so bad at updating but nobody reads this anyways so it's cool. plus this book is shitty and so is my writing so i understand why nobody reads it.
