chase thoughts, dialogue and actions
noen thoughts dialogue and actions
other characters thoughts, dialogue and actions
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my eyes flutter open and i'm taken aback when i feel arms around me and i'm not at mine or abbys house. who am i cuddling with, the drowsy feeling washed away and realization struck and i remeber what had happened. i look up to see chase already awake staring at me. 'that's not creepy' i thought.
"what are you doing? plotting on how you're gonna murder me in my sleep?" i ask as i get up and search for my phone.
"ha funny" he replies sarcastically. i finally find my phone and open it to see 10 missed calls from my dad and panic struck.
"fuck fuck fuck fuck"
"what? what's wrong?" chase asked matching my worried expression
"my dad is blowing up my phone."
"what the fuck why it's only 10"
"i don't know he has sort of a ..short temper. i've gotta go. thanks for smoking me up and everything see ya." i say gathering my things hurying out of the door.
"wait let me walk you out" he says getting out of bed and walking in front of me. he opens the front door for me
"goodby noen."
"bye chase" i reply as i hurry to my car.
i finally make it to my house which is on the opposite side of town and i am nauseous from all the anxiety. i quietly make it into the house making sure to softly shit the door so i don't make him any more angry than he already is.
"noen?" i hear him yell from the kitchen
"where the fuck were you?" he spat out angrily
"just doing a project with a friend.. it's not even that late."
"are you talking back to me?" instant regret flooded my body.
"n-no i-" i was quickly cut off when a fish collided with my jaw.
"that'll teach you to not talk back." he punched me again in the stomach causing me to stumble back.
"and that's for coming home late."
"please, dad" be ignored my pleads and kicked me in the shin causing me to fall over.
"that's for not cooking dinner." he kicked me with all his might twice in the gut. tears fell down my face.
"and that's for your mother." this one hurt the most. and caused my eyes to floor with tears. i knew it was my fault she died and so did he. he loved to rub my face in it.
"aww the little twink is crying. good." he bitterly screamed at me.
"i've had enough now go to your room." i follwed his instructions and weakly pulled myself off the floor and made my way to my room, as quickly as possible. i made it to my room, making sure to shut the door as gently as possible ensuring no noise to escape from the door so he doesn't find another reason to be mad at me. once i made it in bed i lay there i began to bawl my eyes out. my chest felt tight and i wanted to scream until my throat bled. i finally calmed myself down and played a movie on my phone in attempt to distract me.
i laid there in bed, not paying attention to the movie rather thinking of chase and how unreal it felt laying in his arms. the thought of him brought me comfort. i wished i was in his arms right now and he was comforting me instead of this stupid movie. no noen you won't be like all those other girls who fell for his tricks. i refuse let myself be a pawn in his game just to be used and hurt. he won't play with my emotions. hello?? noen? why are you even thinking about him when you should be thinking about abby. your GRIRLFRIEND she should be taking up your mind not chase fuckibg hudson. i shove these thoughts away and force myself to watch the movie. finally i am met with the warm embrace of sleep and drift off into a lovely rest.
suddenly i'm in chemistry and chase is sitting in the desk next to me. he taps on my thigh, gaining my attention before handing me a tiny price of folded up paper. before i get the chance to read it i hear him speak.
"can i go to the bathroom?" he asks the teacher.
"sure make sure to take the pass" he smirks at me before he leaves. i revert my attention to the note and i unwrap it regaling a message.
meet me in the bathroom ;)
i am overcome with excitement. i raise my hand and politely ask the same question chase had asked.
"sure but make it quick" the teacher agrees. i walk over to the bathroom egarly and the second i opened the door i am practically jumped by him. he latches onto me crashing his lips into mine. my eyes widen shocked at his quick actions. i melt into the kiss and he walks backwards into a stall pulling me with him. he unlinks us to close the stall door and lock it before returning his lips to mine. i felt chills run down my arms. he grabs my thigh pulling it closer to him, slightly lifting it off the ground. i feel myself row hard from the touch. he must've noticed because he reached his hand down my pants snd began pumping up and down. pleasure began to take over my body and i felt the pre-cum begin dripping out of me after a second he pulled away to speak.
"noen?"
"what the fuck are you doing fag?"
"wake up you useless whore." his voice changed into a deep, ugly voice matching the disgusting voice of my father. suddenly i was pulled out of my dream and met with the face of an angry father.
"why are you still asleep? you were supposed to be up making my breakfast. get the fuck up you lazy, useless piece of shit."
"oh-, okay i'm so sorry" i say jumping out of bed.
"you should be" he scoffs as leaves my room and i am left sitting there bewildered. did i just have a wet dream about chase?
