If ever you come near, I'll hold up high a mirror
Lord, I could never show you anything as beautiful as you
messes of men - mewithoutYou
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the end of the day finally came and it was time to work on the project with chase. i wasn't really looking forward to it because to be honest i'm kinda scared of him. he hasn't been anything but nice to me but he's an ass to everyone, even his friends most of the time. he is clearly unstable and i don't need him lashing out on me. but going to his house is better than going back to mine. i get to my locker and text him.
me
hey! it's noen where are you?
chase
i'm at my locker will be out in a sec
i'll meet you out back in the parking lot.
me
oki
i empty the stuff i don't need into my locker and pack the things i need and make my way to the parking lot. i stand by the door for a few minuets awkwardly until i see chase leave the school and walk up to me
"hey " he greets me
"hi" i reply and i lead him to my car. the car ride was filled with a uncomfortable silence ocassionally filled by him giving me directions.
"alright you're gonna turn left here and it's the first house on the right side." he instructs me.
we pull up my jaw almost drops. it's a huge white house, suburban house. we walked up the driveway and opened his abnormally large front door to reveal an even nicer interior which was decorated neatly with pictures of chase and what i'm assuming to be his sisters and parents. except there was something wierd about the pictures. you know how parents usually look very similar to their children and you can usually tell that they're a family. while that was true for his sisters and parents but chase stuck out to me, he looked noticeably different than them. i brushed it off and didn't think much of it, not all families look alike i guess. i follow him up the stairs and down the hall towards his bedroom. his bedroom is twice the size of mine it's sort of bare, the only things he has on his walls are led lights tracing the top of his wall.
"welcome to my humble abode, mi casa es tu casa"
he says and he jumps onto his california king bed which was so big it took up a sizeable portion of his room, despite all the space.
"alright so let's start working on the project." i say sitting on the corner of the bed, furthest away from the dark haired boy, dragging my bag onto the bed next to me.
"noo i don't wanna do that. i was thinking we do something else" he said with a smirk, crawling across the bed towards me.
"yeah let's not. i have a girlfriend"
"hey i'm just trying to watch some movies you're the one who's thinking sexual, i mean i'm down with that too tho" he said with a wink smiling wide i scoffed and rolled my eyes
"one, you're an ass. two we need to do this project."
"come on we have a shirt on of time to do that. we can do it later. comeonnn noey pleeeseeee" he gave me puppy dog eyes
"alright fine , but only because i'm sick of doing schoolwork." i reluctantly agreed
"yes ahaha " he chuckled triumphantly grabbing the remote and getting comfortable on the bed. i couldn't help but think how adorable that was.
"hey i have to go to the bathroom."
"right through that door" he pointed to a door across the room.
i came back from the bathroom to find he had chosen the movie edward scissor hands and was very pleased with his choice.
"oo i love this movie" i say as i skt down on the left side, him on the right. i made sure to keep my distance and sat as far away from him as possible.
"ooohh and he has good taste." i notice him open his drawer and rummage through it, as if he's looking for something.
"you smoke?" he asks pulling out a empty pill bottle with the label torn off revealing some weed through the orange tint. i smile at him in response.
"wow hudson you're starting to grow on me." he smiles and pulls out a grinder and some paper and puts a few nugs in the grinder and starts turning it.
"can you cover the door with those hoodies and uh open the window?" he asks nodding towards the horsies laying on the ground next to the door. i nod and shove them under the door covering the space between the floor and the door. i make my way across the room and open the window. when i make my way back to the bed he has the broken up pieces in the skin and is rolling it. as he licks the side of the skin he stars into my eyes and i felt chills shoot down my spine.
"thanks one more thing can you light that candle."and he hands me the lighter
"what am i your slave?" i joke as i get up to light the candle.
"it's my bud i'll ask you do whatever i want, or i won't smoke you up."
"okay okay i'll be your slave i was just joking" i said back on the bed handing the lighter back to him and he lights the joint, watching it catch fire before taking a long drag and hanging it to me. i take a couple hits and pass it back to him, we kept that up until we got to the roach and i put it out in a candle lid we used as a ashtray.
i am watching the movie and i feel the bed shift, i look over at chase to see him with a seemingly innocent face, focused on the tv, except he looked like he was closer to me? maybe i'm just going crazy. i divert my attention back to the tv and again i feel the bed shift. is he inching closer to me? i ignore this until i am met with an unexpected arm around my shoulder. i flinch at the touch and look at him with confusion. but something about his touch is comforting. i melt into him and rest my head on his shoulder. he rested his head on mine and i was so at ease i started drifting off. just as i started nodding off and i started nodding off i felt chase shift under me and move so he was laying down, he brought me with him and i laid my head on his chest and wrapped one arm around his torso and the other resting on his body. he wrapped his arm around me, hugging me close. i don't like how much i like this but i do, i like this very much. wait this can't be cheating can it? no of course not it's just cuddling. i allow sleep to take over and gently shit my eyes.
i knew i'd win him over i smiled to myself looking at the sleeping boy on me.
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a/n
sorry for the long break i couldn't get onto my wattpad account.
