Let Go of Me(BOTDF fanfic)

Tears to Roses~chapter seven~

Okay guys, this is extremly short, but I figured I couldn't just leave it like that, so think of this as more a filler^.^ Enjoy*~

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I sat with my hands tighty folded in my lap, eyes not moving from the plate set in front of me. We were sitting at a Japanese table, it seemed that that was the houses theme. What was I thinking? I barged in on a guys house I've known for a few hours at the most, and I wasn't sure what to do. We both were eating Ramen noodles, though I hadn't touched mine, mostly due to the fact we were eating with chopsticks and I wasn't exactly positive on how to manuever them.His eyes burnt holes in my head I refused to lift.

I should go home right now. I should go apologize for being a bitch. I should just behave. Too many shoulds and no actions. I wasn't going to go back. My damn pride won't let me. A clatter awoke me from my thoughts. His chopsticks now lie on the floor, along with his empty Ramen bowl. Ciel was  right beside me, his hand covering mine. Shivers ran up my back as a small yelp of surprise escaped my lips.

"Look at me Dice."

His lips were so close to my ear that I winced a little. I sure as hell hope he didn't notice that. I squeezed my eyes shut tighter. This cannot be happening, why is he so impulsive? He slid his index finger and thumb between my chin, and pulled my lips to his. What the hell?  My eyes flung open, and I pushed his chest with the hand he wasn't pinning down scurrying across the floor. He smiled at me as he wiped his lips with his sleeve.

"Why did you do that?!"

"I got you to open your eyes now didn't I?"

Frustration zipped through me, but was replaced by something else. I couldn't put my finger on what it was, but it was definitely there. A heavy blush had settled on my cheeks and I tilted my head so my hair blocked it well enough. Why was I blushing? It was just a kiss, not some life changing phenomenon.

"What did he do to you?"

Ciel looked at me I think for the first time without a smile, only concern as my eyes filled. Blinking them away, I see his eyes wander to my arm. Bruises. Big welts that were epidemicing across my skin. That's from Jayy grabbing me. I noticed right about then how vulnerable I was. Jayy had taken my gloves that morning, so you could see all of my burns, and along with the bruises and cuts, this couldn't be a very good picture.

"I'm fine, really, I should be going now, I've trespassed enough on you today."

I began walking to find the door, when I felt his light touch on my skin. Everything stopped for a moment. My heart stopped beating, all the noise became mute, and I was frozen. Ciel pulled me into a soft embrace from behind. He said nothing, and from surprise to sadness, I dropped my head just enjoying this fleeting feeling of safety. Tears gradually began to slowly stream down in rivulets. Before I had a chance to wipe them away, Ciel's finger was there already. He brought his tear stained finger to his mouth, and bit away some of his skind. Bright red pooled at the tip of his finger. His finger trailed the spots where my tears had run. Gasping, my back straightened, yet I couldn't move. It felt so, just so right.

"I can turn those tears to roses, you just have to let me."