Random K-pop One Shots {Hiatus}

ATEEZ Jongho- Are We Even In Love?

You and Jongho have been dating for a year, but it felt like there was nothing romantic going on between you two. Maybe because he wasn't a fan of skinship? Instead of being treated like a girlfriend, it felt like you were being treated as one of his friends. You guys even had your own rooms! Now, it was like you barely knew each other. When you guys sat together, you two would be on the opposite ends of the couch. It hurt you a lot, but you felt like it was best if you guys spent some time apart.

Although you hated it, you decided to go on a run/walk to clear your mind. You came to a bridge. You looked out and admired the water. Tears fell out of your eyes. It pained you, but you began to think to yourself as you let your nails stab your hands, I don't think we were ever in love with each other...

Jongho on the other hand, began to wonder where you had gone. Not that he really worried, it's just that you were out longer than usual. That was until you texted him.

Y/N

Can you meet me at the ******
park? I wanna talk to you about
something.

Sure.

As he walked to the park, he began to think why you had wanted to talk. As he got closer to the park, his heart began to race. When he arrived, he saw you sitting on the bench. 

"Y/N? What did you want to talk about?" he asks sitting down next to you. You looked at him and sadly smiled. His hear sunk and fluttered at the same time. Why has he never paid attention to you like this before? 

"Jongho, I think this relationship is getting nowhere," you sadly bit your bottom lip, trying not to cry. "I feel like we aren't in love with each other anymore." You fiddled with your fingers.

The realization came to Jongho. You were breaking up with him because you were hurt by him. He saw and realized that he never treated you right. You guys never really kissed at all. If it would, it would just be a peck on the lips or cheeks. He didn't even see how hurt you were guys while dating.

"Y/N..." he said holding back his tears. "I'm sorry."

"It's ok," you looked at the ground. "I've been through worse. It hurts though. Knowing that my first love didn't love me back. So why did you accept my confession in the first place?"

Jongho sighed, "my hyungs... said that I should..."

You stood up and looked at him. "Good bye Jongho. I'll pickup my things later." You began to walk away.

"But I love you," he says, trying not to be blunt.

You looked back at him. "It's too late for that. What's the point of saving a ship, when it's already sunk?" Jongho saw you as walk away, all he wished was that he could go back in time. He tried to think of the memories you two had together, but there was barely any. All he could think of was your smile when you confessed. And he saw the small things you would do for him. Jongho bitterly cried. And he knew that it was his fault. All he could do was salvage the buried memories and hold onto them. Jongho wished he could feel your lips since he never really did.

"I wish I loved you before it was too late," he looked up to the sky, as tears fell out of his eyes.

"I wish I didn't fall in love with you," you said to yourself as you felt your heart breaking into pieces to the point where they became dust.