Random K-pop One Shots {Hiatus}

Got7 Young Jae- Almost Silent Love

Youngjae had told me that he was going to be late today and that he wouldn't make it for dinner. So I ate alone again. I sighed and played some music while I cleaned. I didn't have anything else to do, might as well do that, despite hating to do chores and clean. When I did things, I listened to music. It calmed me even if the music was supposed to hype you up. As much as I loved it, I could never sing along with it, I didn't have the voice for that. Sometimes I have little fantasies, in my own world when I listened to them. I didn't know how much time has passed when I heard the music go off.

"Y/N, baby, why are you still up?" Youngjae walks up to me. "It's late, I thought you would be asleep by now." He hugs me.

Sorry, I was just cleaning up, I hand signed. I lost track of time.

"It's ok. You don't need to apologize," he kissed my lips. "Let's go to bed now." 

If you haven't figured it out, I was mute. Youngjae and I met when we were kids. And from that day forward, he wanted to learn sign language to be able to understand me, to talk to me, and when we wanted to talk trash about someone, we used sign language. We grew to be very close friends. But Youngjae didn't learn sign language just to be my friend, but to be my lover. He asked me out when we began highschool. So we dated. And after that, we kept in touch during college. Shortly after we finally finished school, we had our own jobs. Of course we still kept in touch. Until he finally proposed and we got married after. Of course, that was just six years ago. But I knew that we loved each other, with all our hearts.

I got into the bed and laid down, looking at the ceiling while Youngjae went to do his nightly routine. When he finished, he joined me in the bed and we cuddled in the darkness. His arm still around me.

"Can you look at me for a bit?" Youngjae asks. I turn my body around. It was hard to see, but I knew he was smiling. I think it pained him sometimes, not being able to hear the voice of someone you loved. He strokes my face. "I love you."

I love you too, I signaled. I know that you can't hear it, but I mean it. I sighed and placed my face in his chest.  He inhales and exhales sharply before kissing my lips, biting my bottom lips, asking for entrance. I let him, but before we could do more, the door creaked open.

"Eomma? Appa?" our daughter says. "I can't sleep, can I stay with you?" Youngjae breaks off the kiss, and sighs.

"Sure," he takes the blanket off us two. "Come and join us in the bed." She joins us and goes for the middle. It wasn't long before she fell asleep. I was also having another baby along the way. I was about twenty one weeks pregnant. 

Although I couldn't say 'I love you' to my family, I can show it. I guess I could say, it was almost silent love.