"WELL FINE THEN!" Sejun yells. "IF YOU FEEL THAT WAY THEN LEAVE. I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE!"
"FINE!" I yelled back. "YOUR WISH IS GRATED." And with that, I left his house and slammed his door. "That idiot!" I lowly whispered to myself, "why can't you just let me care about you? I am your girlfriend after all."
I arrived at my two story home and sulk for a while. I didn't feel like eating. To be honest, I haven't eaten for a few days, and yet I'm the one telling Sejun to take care of himself. I take my sleeping pills and go up my stairs to get ready for bed.
Sejun POV
A few days had past by, and Y/N and I haven't spoken to each other. I was still a bit mad. Then my phone rang. It was Y/N's friend, Rosé called.
"What?" I ask.
"Sejun, I don't know if you and Y/N have been on good terms but-" she stops herself, as I hear her sobbing. "Y//N is in the hospital. A few days ago... she fell down her stairs and...... she lost a lot of blood. I just found her two days ago. She's barely holding on. You need to be here."
I was hit with fear and regret. "Which hospital?"
I drove quickly to the hospital and found Rosé, who had dry tears on her face.
"Rosé," I run up to her. She looks up at me. We hug. "Can I see her?" She nods and we head for Y/N's room.
(Damn, Blackpink's You Never Know is playing)
We enter and I see Y/N on the bed with a bandage wrapping on the side of her head, and her heart monitor was beating slowly. Tears began to flow out of my eyes.
"The doctors said that she took a sleeping pill before the incident," Rosé said standing next to me. "They said she has a low chance of surviving due lack of healthcare."
I cried harder hearing those words. I grabbed Y/N's hand and held it tightly. "Y/N, please don't go. I didn't mean it when I said I didn't want to see you. I was just mad. I still want to do so much more with you, marry you, start a family, travel the world together, and grow old with you. I love you Y/N. Don't leave me, I'll never be able to forgive myself. You were trying to look out for me, that you didn't take care of yourself. I need you in my life. I won't be able to live without you. Please, I just want to feel your lips again. When you come back, I don't want to argue with you anymore." I rested my head on her bed, crying my heart out. "I love you, please come back. You can't let go yet. I still need you in my life........ Don't go......."
I let a sigh out. The cold breeze on my face felt like small knives stabbing me. I look up at the sky, and did my best not to cry. I held a bouquet. It was getting late. The sun was setting, and I look down again. It was still hard to let go. Tears flowed out of my eyes.
Narrator
Sejun looked down at your grave. You have been gone for three years. And he still couldn't believe it. He tried not to feel guilty about the fight that night. But deep down, he still blamed himself.
"Hey Y/N," he sadly smiled. "How are you? It's been three years. And I still can't believe it. Last month was our anniversary. Why did I have to get mad at you? Why did I not stop you? I know you would say, 'It's ok, you didn't know. We didn't know, so don't blame yourself.' But it still hurts everyday."
(TT GOT7 Take Me To You just finished playing, and now NCT U Without You is playing)
Sejun placed the bouquet on your grave. "Happy birthday darling." Sejun sat next to your grave, not wanting to go yet. "It's beautiful isn't it? You love the sunsets. I miss watching them with you. I also miss stargazing with you." His throat hurt from crying. "I still don't want to let go. Whenever someone mentions your name, I can't help but cry. I just wished you didn't go yet. I love you." He rested his head on your grave, as if he was resting his head on you, and slowly began to fall asleep, letting go as well.
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