The Apocalypse Love

Talking

I just stood their thinking of what had just happened. Thinking of why they wouldn't go and rush to save Noah. They may think I'm crazy but I would do that for anyone in a heartbeat. I don't think, I do if I hear screams I run towards them, if I die trying to help at least I would die for a good reason. I'm just disgusted on their reactions I would like to think if I were up on top of that car they would do the same. Would they have my backs can I really trust any of them for what they just did? Before I knew it someone was trying to get my attention by snapping their fingers in front of my face.

I reply " Oh sorry... I guess I was daydreaming. "I didn't even know who I was talking to until I finished my sentence dreading what I say as soon as I see that it was Carl I was speaking with.

Carl said " No problem..... but can I talk to you in private."

I sigh and reply " I guess so."

He pulled me aside behind the car were Noah was recently on top of fearing his life would end.

" What do you want." I say angrily.

" I just wanted to apologize for earlier... I'm sorry I didn't back you up. But what you did wasn't the smartest thing you could have done." Carl said.

" Excuse me... you really don't get it do you? You have got to be fuckin kidding me. You and the rest of the group are saying that I was stupid for going to save someone in need. You need to get it through your thick skull that I am not sorry for what I did nor will I ever be. I'm proud of what I  did. And you should to I just saved your friends life. When all of you were standing their doing nothing I went to go help I did. And now your coming here to apologize for giving me shit for saving someone's life. Well just to let you know I am not forgiving you I do not see anything I did wrong . I SAVED someone's life. How would you have liked it if you were in Noahs position and I didn't help put yourself in his shoes. You should know how it feels a few days ago I did the same for you and you were begging me to help what if I didn't and then tell me that what I did was wrong." I yelled at him.

Carl says quietly " I see were you are coming from but.... The only reason I acted that way was because I didn't want to lose you. I don't know what I would have done if something happened to you. I don't want you to leave me I can't go through losing you."

" Well that's sweet in all but your being selfish. You not wanting to lose me almost made us lose Noah. You need to know that I'm not about to stop what I'm doing because I will help those in need. I will be risking my life for others and your going to have to deal with that because I'm not about to stop." I pissed off.

" I know ... I just don't want to lose you. I will try my best to deal with this. And I am sorry. I was being selfish. I just love you so much and I don't even know how ,we only met like a week ago and I'm already deeply in love with you. I fell for you the moment I met you... it was like love at first sight and I can't lose you." He said well trying to calm me down.

" I love you to... but I will still be going on runs and I will still be risking my life everyday.  You can't just stop from risking my life because your scared of losing me." I say still angry but I have calmed down quite a bit.

" I know I will do my best. I love you." He says while smirking.

" I love you to.. but I'm still mad at you." I say will a small smile on my face.

Carl came close to me and pulled me into the tightest huge ever. I hug him back while  resting my head on his chest. I love him so much. And he's so sweet. He's Cates for me so much. I look up at him smiling. He quickly kissed my lips and we parted from the hug.we walked hand and hand towards the rest of the group and Maggie comes running up.

" Is everything okay? I heard you yelling." Maggie questioned.

" Everything is fine now." I said smiling towards Carl .

We headed back to camp a few minutes later. Not a worrie in my mind. Until we got back and saw that are camp was up in flames and walkers were everywhere.