One last chance

chapter 2

12 years earlier

(Mature content)

[Mbalenhle]
I clunch tightly on my glass as i feel myself getting drunk, my eyes scan around the place and Nana is plastered on a man's lap giggling non stop, Sasa is busy twerking for a random man who i don't even know and Tee isn't anywhere in the clear this always happens,am always the weirdo among them, i gulp the glass i had on my hand before standing up, i stagger back but soon regain my composure, the heels are killing me now because am not used to them ,i fix the leather skirt an wearing.

"Am leaving " i mumble under my breath knowing they heard non of it , i stagger yet again going down the stairs i can't even believe we were even in VVIP, before i can even make it down the last step my chubby body hits a hard chest ,I've always been cautious about my body it is a sensetive matter ,i need a drink for Alex tomorrow because everyone there calls me Sdudla, i expect the cold tile hitting my body but it doesn't,hands wrap around my waist holding me in position.

"Bloody heels" i say standing properly, a chuckle leaves my mouth as i sit down, i get rid of the heels am wearing and hold them in my hands, he crouch down picking up his phone my eyes linger on his body ,the shirt his wearing tightly showing his biceps.

"His gone" i say biting my lower lip ,i felt the need to say it, he looked at me concerned as tears roll down my cheeks, i bury my face between my legs crying, the raw pain i tried covering with alcohol hoping it would go away but it didn't, he doesn't say anything but extend his hands i gladly take it before he leads me out.

"Where are you taking me" i ask planting myself on the front sit, he jogs to his side and drive away, i let the reality sink in, the only person i looked up too was gone , no more me sitting on his lap as old as i was , the last time i seen him was amazing, he even took me shopping like he always does 'Hle uyasinda awuboni lamadolo ayaguga' (Hle you heavy don't you see these knees are old) his exact words when everytime i would sit on his lap,the only person who appreciated and didn't judge my weight,i snap out of my zone as the bright lights blind me, the car comes to halt ,he leaves and comes to my side opening the door,am probably looking horribly with mascara running down my cheeks and heels on my hand. Eyes turn towards us ,judgemental eyes but no one says anything until we enter his room,his gentle  nature held me tightly,he didn't demand anything or asking questions he gently helps me out of my clothes,i found myself kissing him, my heart beat erratically hoping he doesn't push me away and he doesn't,he respond passionately as equal his hand hold my thigh squeezing it before pulling away from my naked body.

"You drunk now sleep" he said holding me tightly ,my head is comfortable on his chest,he brushes my back until eventually i sleep with thoughts running on my mind.
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I flutter my eyes open looking at the unfamiliar luxurious room, the splitting headache force me back into the bed, when i regain my composure i tried shifting earning a groan and the stranger on bed holding me tightly,he opened his lazy eyes before adjusting to the light,his eyes fell on me and he smiled.

"How are you feeling " he asked i took a deep breath memories of last night returns, the call from my mother,word by word i remember everything, i shook my head and gave out a smile.

"Am fine" i said taking yet another breath " thanks for not taking advantage of me last night" i add he nods kissing my forehead, the is something pulling me closer to his eyes,they different,they carry pain but he leaned to master and hide his pain perfectly.

"Who hurt you" i ask instead of answering me he cups my face and brings his lips forward and capture mine,the worry of my morning breath doesn't worry me much, the kiss turns away from assurance to passionate, he flips me and my back comes in contact with his soft sheets, his hands find my thigh as he squeeze it leaving feather touches till my abdominal then back again ,the intensity of the kiss makes me release a muffled moan , his lips leave mine and he descends to my ear down my neck till i feel warmness on my errect nipples, the dirty thoughts i have makes me clunch on the sheets with my body shivering,the self consciousness i usually have is replaced by eagerness for him to touch me, i held the back of his head tightly as i felt my body vibrating, not satisfied he descends yet again , his thumb brushes my clint that i release a loud moan as his tongue came in contact with my clint, he held my shaking legs as he started sucking ,blowing on my clint, i would scream his name had i knew it, juices after juices are released down to the sheets wetting it, an unfamiliar feeling takes over my body ,i scream as i come from my high, i don't know whether its his hand or tongue, stars temporarily takes over my eyes and blindness but soon i recover my composure, he comes back making me taste myself on his mouth, his eyes are now half closed, i ran my hands on his biceps before my hands wrap on the elastic band and push his briefs down his cock slaps on my thighs, i bring my hands to it and almost retreat but i don't, i stroke his thick length and he groans on my neck , he comes out of my neck before raising his arms above searching the drawers.

"Fuck" he curses not seeing what he was looking for,his eyes desperately looks at me and i nod giving him a go ahead , his hands descends and i feel him lubricating himself with my juices i gasp as he plugs in inside, his fingers dug on my waist and his teeth clench, he curses under his breath.

"Ahhh" i scream holding his abdominal to stop him from sinking any furthur , he holds my hands right above my head as his waist start moving, he circle his waist around searching my G-sport,yet moans spill down like coffee being poured on the drain, tears of pleasure roll down my eyes as he keep going in circle hitting my G-sport continuously,i curl my toes.

"Oh gosh" i moan yet again clunching on the sheets as my whole body vibrates in pleasure, in ,out , he goes continuously, i dug my nails as his speed increase , my chest raise up in intend to run away from the pleasure that is so close i feel like i can reach it but he doesn't allow me too as he brings me back ,my body jerks up as my happy ending reaches me my knees fall down away from his waist, he pulls out as his cock leaks our juices and turns me positioning me on all fours, my hard nipples touch the soft fabric as my ass out in the open , his hands cups both my cheeks and part them before he slams into me, the slapping of our bodies fills the room, our moans and groans increase loudly, his breathing intensify as he buckle his waist and his breathing comes in gasps before  we both get our happy endings in the same time , he breathes heavily as he fell next to me, the happiness i felt moments ago is gone, the pain is yet again better, i close my eyes hoping to get rid of the pain.
*****
I wake up yet again i flinch as i close my thighs, the pain reminds me of what happened, i look to my side the perfect stranger is quitely sleeping peacefully next to me, i grab my phone and the clock reads 13:45 i have 16 missed call.

"Flip" i say standing up but yet again flinch , realising i was already late i putted my clothes on and grabbed my shoes, with heels on my hands i walked out, not before grabbing a 100 note on his wallet , i walked out of the unknown hotel and the sun that shone right above me, i felt like a teenager sneaking out of a boys room , the weird stares i get make me uncomfortable.

"Short left" i shout to the driver as my home comes into clearing, ma Agnes selling fruits on the corner greets me , i nod with a smile before approaching my home, the house has already filled with people, my heart sank on my stomach, tears blur my vision as i took steps towards my parents room, i would be jumping on my father now, he would be telling me how proud he is off me when i show him my semester results but things had to be different , lord had to take him away from us so suddenly,  he wasn't even sick that would be better letting me adjust to him leaving us, his gone and i will never see him again.