Chapter 10

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♥️   💬   ↗️          Liked by <jessbaby and othersoliviasky Sunglasses and eye drops are gonna be my best friends today!      𝚅𝚒𝚎𝚠 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜brycemoney83 Looks like little Dempsey is all grown up zachattack85 zachattack85 Yeah sh...

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Liked by <jessbaby and others
oliviasky Sunglasses and eye drops are gonna be my best friends today!
𝚅𝚒𝚎𝚠 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜
brycemoney83 Looks like little Dempsey is all grown up zachattack85
zachattack85 Yeah she is...which means she is smart enough to know your an asshole
justyboy21 ^ PREACH ^
<jessbaby Drink water and eat lots of protein
ryanshaveeer Your no longer little miss pure and innocent
courtney.crims Great just what we need, another straight-A student who is now a stoner
ryanshaveeer Fuck off courtney.crims
_alexstands And on that note, I will bring the coffee *palm face*
montycruz32 Cough still cute cough cough

I get dressed and groggily make my way to the bathroom to put on a little makeup.
Everyone is better off without me, I'm just a burden to people. If I tell my mom she will put me in rehab and make sure everyone knows I'm the black sheep of the family. But if I don't get the help I'm gonna die. But I want to die...I don't want to live anymore. I want everything to be over. I pull out my paper and pencil and start writing, to everyone who hurt me to the point of no return. Writing to the people who truly broke me. Writing about all the reasons why I'm going to end.

Bryce Walker
Bryce, you are my number one reason why. The night you raped me was the scariest night of my life. You don't care who you hurt as long as your getting what you want. You ruin people's lives for your own enjoyment. You made the mistake of not making things right with me...don't make the same mistake with the other girls. I truly hope by some miracle you change for the better, but miracles, unfortunately, don't grow on trees. Your boys can't protect you from what's coming your way, Bryce Walker. It's a shame that I won't be around to see the glorious ending.

Marcus Cole
You Marcus, you are the worst type of guy.  You put on the perfect student act in front of teachers and adults but when they're gone your back to your asshole self. You videotaped Bryce RAPING me! You watched me lay there helpless while he raped me. I already didn't like you because of what you did to Hannah, but now I don't see you any different than how I see Bryce. Your a sick, twisted, asshole who only cares about himself just like Bryce. Actually, no you're worse than Bryce because Bryce may have done the act but you are the reason he was able to hurt. And you like Bryce are about to come to an end.

     Alex Standall
Alex the events that came after your list are one of the many reasons I am no longer here. Alex, you are not one of my reasons why, but your list is. I'm not mad at you for making the list, I'm mad at the effects that followed. I love you, Alex, you were one of my best friends. Your list however...it hurt me, people hurt me because of it. Boys would try and touch me or force themselves onto me. Guys at that school have no respect for the women at all. Take care of yourself, Alex, don't do anything stupid. I will love you always bestie.

Courtney Crimson
You are also one of the reasons I am no longer here. You pretended to be my friend just so you could use me. You may be popular right now but eventually, people will see you for who you really are. You used me to get close to Hannah, and you used me to get close to Clay. You never cared about Hannah or Clay, and you definitely never cared about me. The day you left me at the library because you didn't want people to see us hanging out, or the time you locked me in the darkroom so I couldn't hang out with Hannah during lunch. You are one of the reasons I couldn't make friends because I could never trust anyone. Everyone knows your lesbian so stop trying to pretend your not. Because by "pretending" your hurting people. Have a nice life Courtney, I wish things could have been different.

Hannah Baker
I know you will never get a chance to read this but you are one of the reasons why. You got me through so much, you were one of my best friends. I'm sorry I wasn't a better friend, because if I was you would still be alive. I don't know how to deal with it all without you. I know you were hurting and you felt like this was the only way out but you gave up way too soon. I know I sound like a hypocrite but I have been thinking about these things for a while. But when you killed yourself you sealed my fate. I'm not mad at you I'm just hurt. I miss you every single day. I will always love and miss you, Hannah.

     I can't keep doing this, I can't go on living in this world. I am tired of always letting people down, I'm tired of always getting hurt by the people who say they love me. These are just some of my reasons why. These are just the top 5 reasons why. I can promise you there are many more, and you will hear about them eventually.
-Olivia Dempsey

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