We Belong Together || Draco Malfoy X Reader

61| A Confession

Y/N POV

It was getting harder for the members of D.A. to get inside the room of requirement since the Inquisitorial Squad were putting more suspicion on us and they spontaneously patrolling around the school, stalking and chasing after us. We couldn't get into our headquarter all together cause it would raise the suspicion. We had to switch partner each time we were going to a D.A. meeting. And today was my turn to go with Harry.

"Relax Harry, you're with a Slytherin. No one would follow us," I comforted him as he was starting to get a panic attack. This reminded me of Draco again, how was his anxiety attack going? Was he getting better since I was no longer a burden for him?

Frankly, I was hoping that he was still suffering from it though.

"Malfoy is following us, I saw him when we turned left from that corridor," he whispered.

"Harry you have to go alone, I will distract him," I ordered. "Go."

He hesitated a bit before going away. To be honest, this was just an excuse for me to have an interaction with Draco. I missed him so much. I knew it was wrong and all but I couldn't suppress my feeling all the time. I wanted to see him close and hear his voice talking to me, even if it was just going to be some cold words.

"Why are you following me Malfoy?" I started.

"Why are you with Potter?" He asked back coldly.

"He's my friend, why can't I be with him?" I replied.

"I don't like you being friends with Gryffindors."

"You have no control over who I wanna be friends with," I debated.

"You're still the same," he chuckled darkly. "Being the stubborn little girl I once knew."

"And you've changed. I never expect that you would ever be a man-whore after breaking up with me," I sneered.

His expression stiffened. He clenched his jaw as he took a step closer to me. His cologne smelled stronger in this close gap between us.

"Aren't you just jealous that other girls get to spend time with me, touch this body of mine and even some of them got to taste the lips that used to be yours only," he smirked.

"I know how you still cry each night, wanting me to hold you tight, comforting you for every nightmare you're having. You want me to be yours only, you still do," he mocked.

Anger raged inside of me mixed with jealousy. He was right. I was just jealous of all those girls when the one who should've done it was me, only me. I wanted to hit him and scream that he was killing me slowly by saying that but I didn't do it because I bloody loved him too much. I would never have the courage to hurt him that much even when he was constantly hurting me emotionally.

"No. Why would I want a man-whore to sleep by my side?"

"Admit it Y/N."

"You're a bloody wanker, Malfoy. Get away from me," I hissed, pushing his chest as my eyes got watery already. I didn't want him seeing me cry because he was stating the truth. I never intended to be the weak ex of Draco Malfoy yet he was making me be like this.

"And also, turns out you suck at snogging," I lied, just because I wanted to fight back a little to feel less pathetic.

I left Draco and went to the room of requirement after I made sure that he wasn't following me anymore. No one had got inside the secret room except Harry which made us be the only ones here. The air was tensed because he knew I didn't have a very nice catch up with my ex earlier. Everyone would know right away once they looked at my face right now.