•ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᏟᎪᎡᎬ• [J.JK x BTS FANFIC] ✔️

Chapter 15 - The Reveal

⚠️ WARNING ⚠️
May include topics such as self-harm, suicidal thoughts, panic attacks and eating disorders. Please beware before continuing.

[Jungkook POV]

"I'm sorry Kook, I tried convincing the directors to push it back, but they said we'll need to film ASAP so they could post it once you got better..."

Namjoon looked at me with sad eyes while I shrugged nonchalantly.

"It's fine." I replied in a flat tone, sitting down and eating breakfast in silence.

In fact, I got through the entire morning in silence. In the car, I just put on my headphones and blasted music into my ears, avoiding eye contact with my hyungs. It felt wrong, but I knew I had to try my best today; I would not want to have a mental breakdown on set.

"Okay, so today will be a calmer episode..." The directors voice faded as I
spaced out.

Why are you here?
You don't deserve to be here.

We stood up.

You're so useless.
Why won't you just stop being a burden.

Jin hyung started our intro.

How bout' you dont talk for this episode? No one wants to hear your bratty, disgusting voice anyways.

The members yelled "Bangtan!" without me.

Just get off set you disappointment.

I looked to the ground.

Attention seeking FREAK.

I felt eyes on me.

Disgusting.

I felt lightheaded.

Weak.

Someone approached me.

Useless.

A hand was on my shoulder.

Disappointment.

Faint voices yelled out my name.

Hated.

Everything was in slow motion.

Annoying.

I began to fall forward.

Piece of shit.

A pair of arms wrapped around my waist.

Brat.

I was being shaken.

You're so useless that even if you died in the black hole no one would care that you're go-

"JUNGKOOK!" I jumped, startled by the sudden yelling. A splitting headache pierced through my skull as I groaned, falling to the floor.