Aa a newly turned 19 year old. You move away from home to LA to persue your dreams. You've got alot of hidden talents that hide behind your modeling and singing careers.
That night after we were all packed and the vehicles were loaded we all decided to go live one last time. Because for the next 2 weeks we wouldnt be live. I spoke with my Birdies for a few hours.
(The Birdies are Skylar's "fan base" because her mom called her baby bird Skylar decided to name her fan base Birdies.)
After we eneded out lives we watched movies for the rest of the night. The whole time I was live I was brading my hair. I box braided my hair. It took hours but my hair was long enough it didnt look weird and it was rather easy to do. So I did it.
I decided to facetime Heidi since I missed her.
Facetime call~
"Will you braid my hair like that?" Heidi asked me. "Yeah. Tomorrow on the way. Itll take a few hours and you'll end up with a headache." I warned her. "Thats fine. I love your hair." She said laughing. "Okay. I'm going to get off of here. I'll see you tomorrow." I said. "Bye." Heidi said before I hung up.
End call~
After I ended the call I threw my braides into a big single braid and called it a night. I wrote a note and stuck it to my door because I knew before I could have the chance to relax someone would knock on my door.
Paper read~
Come back in one hour. Please Thanks Skylar
I only wanted one hour. Thats all I needed. And in that hour I would let everything go. All of my pain. I'm letting go. In a hot bath.
After I shut my door I walled straight to the bathroom and turned on the water. Letting it heat up. As the bath filled I sprinkled lavander bath salts in the water and lavander bubble bath. Meadow breeze candles and sonft guitar and piano music playing. This hour is mine.
The bathroom filled with steam and the smell of lavander in an open meadow. I breathed it in deeply. I stripped my clothes off and slipping into the tub slowly. Sighing as I sunk in the water.
For that moment in time. I let everything go. And it felt amazing to release everything. And. I did it in a healthy way. So im proud of myself for that. With everything thats happened to me. Im keeping it together. After 30 or so minutes the water became luke warm. I got up and rinsed off making sure I was cleaned off. I did what I had to do and left the bathroom. Taking the nots off of the door just as I was about to shut it Mel came upstairs.
"Hey." I said greeting her. "Hey." She replied. "I seen the paper on your door. I came by earlier to chat. You free?" She asked me. "Yeah. Come in. Sorry. I only needed one hour of peace." I said shutting my door behind Mel. "How are you?" Mel asked me sitting at my desk.
"Im okay. Just a bit tired." I answered. "I mean how are you mentally?" She asked again. "Honestly. Im okay. Im better. Im happy. With all thats happened. Ive accepted it. Im happy with myself ans where im at in life." I said with a smile. A real smile. A pure hearted smile.
"Good." Mel said before wishing me a good night. "See you tomorrow morning. What time are we leaving?" I asked before shutting my door after Mel walked out. "Around 2:30. Best to be up around noon. Sleep in." Mel said. I shut my door and called it a night. Iam exhausted.
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After I posted I went to bed. After a day of nothing much I was exhausted. And slept like a baby all night. For tomorrow we would camp. For tonight. Pure civilization.
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Uh... Shes better. Skylar is okay.
This chapter is short but the next chapter will be longer.
