It's the next morning. As your getting ready for work, you get a text. It was from Saeko, "Hey baby, is something wrong?" You scoffed at the message. "Is something wrong?" you texted back. "Im coming home" she texted. You rolled your eyes. A few minutes later she came knocking on the door. "Can you let me in?" she said. You were angry and sad, you were getting choked up trying to hold your tears. "Why? Just let yourself in." you said. "I don't have my key. I tried yesterday, and you weren't home." she responded. You rolled your eyes and got up. You unlocked the door. She opened it and came in. "Is something wrong baby?" she asked. You looked her straight in the eyes, "Don't call me that." She frowned and tried to hug you. You pushed her off. "Tell me what's wrong?" she said. You were in disbelief. "Are you that dumb?" you asked. She looked at you confused. "You think you can cheat on me and act like it NEVER happened? RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME! I might be a pushover, but not this time. Im sorry if you think it's a forgive forget case, but it's not." you said to her, trying to hold back your tears at the same time. She looked down and didn't say anything. She really was thinking you'd just forgive and forget. This pissed you off more. The fact she couldn't even say anything. You shoved her, "Just fucking leave!" Saeko spoke, "Im sorry! I wasn't in my right mind! You know I was drunk and just plain right crazy! Im really sorry baby!" You started crying and she tried hugging you again. You backed up, "Don't touch me please." There was silence. You spoke again, "You looked me in the eyes and continued! We're dating, and you made out with another girl! Do you think that's right? I don't care if you were drunk, it shouldn't matter! I was drunk too but you don't see me kissing someone else! That's not an excuse!" She stood there not knowing what to say. "I'll leave." she said and left. You fell to the ground sobbing. A week goes by and through Tanaka, you know she's been staying at her parents house. All you've been doing is work then coming straight home. And the obvious grocery store and seeing your brother and stuff. But besides that, you were just empty. Saeko didn't reach out to you and you didn't reach out to her. Ya'll were taking time apart after everything. You weren't sure how you felt. You love her and don't want to be apart. But at the same time, your so hurt. She looked at you and continued to kiss that other girl. She tried to act like nothing ever happened knowing good and well what she did. You get home one night from work, and your phone rings. You pick it up to see Saeko calling. You do pick up but stay silent. "Y/n?" Saeko says. You let out a sigh so she knows your listening. "Can we talk in person?" she asks. You think for a moment, "Where?" She responds, "I'll come over if your home." "Ok." you say and hang up. She comes a few minutes later and knocks. You open the door and she looks horrible. Both of you do. Both of ya'll have been crying and thinking for days, feeling empty. "Can we sit down?" she said. You both walked to the couch and sat. She started talking, "Y/n i'm so sorry... I've thought a lot, and what I did was completely wrong... No matter if I was drunk or not, it doesn't matter. That is the biggest mistake of my life... I really love you... I understand if you don't love me anymore. But if you even have a little love left for me, please give me a second chance! Im a complete dumbass and don't deserve you. But I love you too much to not try to get you back. I really mean all of this." You started crying and she hugged you. "Why?" you asked. She took a moment, "I don't even know. I really am a dumbass who doesn't deserve you. I regret it so fucking much! I don't have any good reason. I just hope you can see how sorry I am and I will not ever EVER do it again." You looked up at her, "Ok." "Do you forgive me?" she asked. "Not completely. But I still love you so much. I'll just need time to forgive." you said. She smiled understanding. She hugged you even tighter and you hugged her back. She started crying, "I promise you, I wont let you down. I love you." Both of you sat there hugging while crying. That lasted for a bit then she got up, "Have you ate?" You shook your head to say no. She went to the kitchen and started making you dinner. She made ramen for both of you and set the table. "Come on y/n, we should eat." she said. You nodded and sat down to eat with her. You guys finished eating and went directly to sleep, not cuddling.
