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Part 3: Miss Amazing! 💫

       It's the 1st day of November and in between then it's been the same crappy thing! Sage has been off, Sonny and Levi getting closer as I'm stuck sitting in the back of class, crying to sleep at night and no one caring I'm alive! Wow! What an amazing year it's been so far hasn't it! The last time I wrote in my diary was a month ago when Sage started acting weird and all of this began. I really miss Sage it's just so weird how she just suddenly switched!
      I wouldn't be writhing about today if it wasn't well...eventful. I woke up this morning prepared to be lonely and sad and rode my bike to school. I was half of the way there until I ran over a stick in the rode, fell off my bike, and when I got back up my tire ended up being flat so you could say I had a rocky start to the day, the chill of the air chapped my lips and made my face look like I had just crawled out of a grave from the under world! The whole time I was walking I thought to myself, I don't care if I'm late, so be it! No body will notice anyways! Or maybe they will since they only notice my flaws!  How did things seem to change so quickly...
When I arrived it was like i was invisible, I was actually happy that no one seemed to notice I was late. The class was the same, I'm just surprised Sonny and Levi aren't dating yet. They seem to be getting closer every day! But maybe Sonny is not getting under his skin. Maybe he can see through her and he's just acting like he can't?
It was finally lunchtime! I was starving, all I had for breakfast was a granola bar that was half the size of my hand. I ate alone as people were talking about the dance that's coming up this spring. I mean they're talking about this already?!
"I wonder who's gonna win Miss amazing!?" One girl whispered.
"Probably Sonny!" Another of murmured.
I hate this school! Sonny is probably gonna be Miss Amazing like she was the year before and the year before that. Sonny wasn't even that "Amazing" anyways, none of these girls were!
"Hey there!" Sonny walked up to me with her little girl group and wait...Sage was with them?
"You mind if we sit?" All of them sat down in front of me and beside me. They didn't even let me answer which would've been no.
"So? Um why are you guys sitting with me?" I finally had the courage to brake the silence.
All Sonny said was "Well I always loved doing charity work!"
I knew what this was, she was trying to impress Levi because he was looking at us. I kept my head down. I could feel Sage staring at me and that just made me even more mad. What was her problem? What was she freaking doing? What was she trying to prove? My hands were sweating and I started to feel nauseous. All of them were looking at me, like they were ready to pounce. I couldn't do this so I took my lunch, got up and walked away. I heard all of them laughing like it was actually funny. I don't understand what could be funny about it, and to make it worse everybody was staring at me.
I walked past Levi and you could tell he was confused, he looked at Sonny and all she did was shrug her shoulders.
I felt so humiliated, I rode my bike to Smortie's and ate my lunch there. It felt like I hadn't been to Smortie's in forever.
My life had gone down hill so fast, I used to go here with Sage all the time, but what happened...why? I thought to myself as I looked down at my food. I heard someone walk in but I didn't look up.
"I knew you'd be here." Sage sat in front of me.
I didn't hesitate "What happened Sage? What the hell happened? And Why?"
"My dad left for another woman, and I just found out he had a whole other family." She gave me no expression.
"I'm so sorry...you know you could've told..." I started.
"He's in the past now, so is the rest of my family, and that means you too." She gave me a serious look, trying to cover up her sadness. I didn't say anything. I couldn't believe this.
"You have to understand, you remind me of my past and I can't bare to think of it! I'm starting a new life this year." She drank her milkshake in front of me like nothing happened.
"So this is what you came here to tell me? Ha! So lemme get this straight, you would throw all of our memories and friendship away because you want to start new? And act like you don't freaking care...your a joke, what a great friend you are huh? Or should I say ex-friend." I got up as fast as I could and rode back home to find Jax and his friends standing out in the road and before they could say anything I said sternly "I don't feel like it!" And rode by them as fast as I could, Jax looking surprised.
I couldn't wait just to lay on my bed and cry my heart out. I don't need Sage anymore! I'm going to just focus on my school right? I cried until I could feel myself drifting off.