Burned by the Love (Saud Series #1)

Kabanata 11

Kabanata 11

There are rare people who will show up at the right time, help you through the hard times and stay into your best times.

Having a bestfriend just like Alli is such a great blessing towards me.

She never failed me and she never left me eventhough I have those hard days na nakikipagftalo, hindi siya pinapansin or inaaway dahil lamang sa kay Arthur.

Ni hindi ko makita ang pag-aalala at maramdaman na may mga alam pala siya na nagbulag-bulagan ako dahil lamang sa pagmamahal ko kay Arthur.

Her presence, our friendship, and wholesome of Alli is more than I could asked for more.

She always a keeper, no one has the same heart just like her.

And I love Alli, to the moon and back.

Noong nasaktan ako, marami akong narinig na mga salita, marami ang nagbubulong bulungan sa tuwing dadaan ako, and the worst ay pinag-usapan pa nila sa social media ang mga nangyaring panloloko, panggamit at panggagago ni Arthur sa akin na which isa iyon siguro sa naging dahilan ng pagkakaroon ko ng bigat na damdamin sa kanya.

But one thing I learned with Alli, don't mind them and just let them burn with insecurities.

Life is short to waste any amount of time on wondering what other people think about you.

In the first place, if they had better things going on their lives, then they wouldn't have time to sit around, and talk about you.

What's important to me is not others' opinions of me, but what's important to me is my opinion of myself.

Alam ko ang totoo at ang hindi totoo. Buhay ko ito, marami man ang sumisira at pinag-uusapan ako behind my back but sino ako para kontrahin sila, they own opinion too.

Opinyon nila iyon at gusto ko mang sabihin at gumawa ng paraan para maniwala sila sa akin ay wala akong magagawa kung di ang pabayaan sila dahil sa opinion nilang iyon.

Bulag lang sila siguro sa nararamdaman nila maybe guilt, awa, galit at iba pa pero wala ako sa lugar para ipaliwanag sa kanila iyon, this is my life and I should go with the flow of my life, mahirap man o masaya then I'll stand by my own.

And one thing I learned with this life I have right now is that...

Sometimes you have to walk away from people, not because you don't care but because they don't.

Kapag sinaktan ka man, ginago at niloko, accept the fact that they don't have your best interest in mind, let them hurt you once but stay away when twice.

It's tough pill to swallow, but it's necessary medicine to walk away, and never turned to them anymore.

Past na kaya wala ng karapatan para balikan pa.

Do not strive to kill 'em with revenge, or impress them that you can do it without them. just don't waste another second time of your precious time trying to prove something to them.

Life must be going on.

Do not act, talk and show with any thought of them, never again.

Matapos akong iahatid nina Alli at ang driver gamit ang sasakyan nila ay nagyakapan muli kami ni Alli, gusto rin sana niyang magstay dito hanggang mamaya but they have their flight too na kailangan nilang habulin at kailangan nilang mag-prepare din.

Sa huling pagkakataon ay buong puso kong yinakap at hinalkin sa pisngi ang apat na taon ko nang bestfriend.

May namuong mga kaunting luha sa aming mga mata at ilan dito ay binuhos.