"You don't live here do you?" what kinda questions is that shit! "Yes Johnny i do live here! see there's my laptop on my desk with my binder and my books" Opening the cabinet "And this is my food" i placed all my bottles away "oh oh look and there's my bedroom in there" Johnny looked around not believing me "was what i gave you enough?" woooow he thinks that i live like this cause he didn't give me enough money?
i have spent enough of that money to buy an apartment... a dirt cheap one that someone had died in but that's ok it was somewhere to live and it was something that felt right for me "Speaking of" i pulled out the draw of my desk and pulled out the false bottom "Here, all of the money back thanks i needed it to get on my feet but I'm all set now" Johnny looked from the money to me and back again "I don't want it back... i gave it to you because it would help me sleep knowing i let you walk out... i let you think that i didn't want you there. Crystalaneybeathanie god damn i cant keep up with all the name changes" Johnny started to get frustrated "i miss you that's all i know i miss waking up and looking in your room and seeing that mess of black hair poking out above the blanket" pushing my hood back he expected to see black hair like he always did but in its place was a mess of sky blue waves "and now that's gone too" a look of disappointment washed over him "Enough about me lets hear about you" in a bid to break the silence "uh... i got married like a year ago, had a little girl named Lahala cause shes my beautiful flower."
I'm not gonna lie it was painful to hear how happy he was whilst i was struggling to keep my head from killing us both "Sounds amazing, i knew Dess would make an amazing wife" it killed me to smile "i was shocked you know? shes always so stubborn about things like that she didn't want to become a submissive house wife to me... but when we had little Lahala i was so shocked! shes like a perfect mum!" if anything could rip my heart out... that would have been it i knew from the start seeing them together that they would end up together and knew that they would have a little happy family together... "you really gotta come around and see her shes really missed you and i really want Lahala to meet her auntie Bethanie" Auntie? no no i cant do that! i have just been friend zones! wait what the hell am i thinking hes MARRIED!! to your best Friend!! stupid!
***Not sure if there will be another one posted tonight but ill try if i get a positive response tonight xoxoxo Prinicesstigerlillyxx***
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Isnt life a bitch
FanfictionWhoever said life is a blessing is a fucking asshole, its nothing but hate wrapped in bitterness soaked in disappointment held together with a stings of lust and drugs, topped with a stylish bow of failure. That's all it will be, tell yourself anyth...
