i dont know what im doing anymore

Chapter Four

Be Dave.
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In Mister Ampora's class, which is my first class of the day, Karkat usually falls asleep.

" Wwe wwill be doing a group project through out the next feww months. The groups wwill be; Nepeta and Kanaya, Gamzee and Terezi, Davve and Karkat, John and Rose... " I tuned him out when he said Karkat and I would be working together. This is great, we would be forced to hang out and talk with one another. I look over at the already snoring Karkat and smile. He's so cute when he sleeps. It almost sounds like he's... Purring? I shake the thought from my head as I look down at my watch. The bells about to ring, I wonder if I should wake him up or not. I decide against it because he usually wakes up by then.

As the bell rings I put my stuff in my bag and look over at Karkat. He's still sleeping, it looks like he's having a bad dream or something. He jolts awake in an instant, and he starts shoving his stuff in his already disorganized bag.

"Hey Karkat you okay?" I ask with a raised eyebrow. He looks like he just ran across the earth and back. Heavy breathing, sweating, and matted hair.

"Yeah, fan-fucking-tastic." He replies almost running out the room. I shouldn't have expected any other response from him, but I wish he would.

"D --> What's his deal? It 100ks like he needs a towel." Equius says wrapping a towel around his neck, walking out the door. 

I walk to my next with a thousand questions circling my mind.

What had happened to him?
Why won't he let anyone talk to him?
Will he like me...

My thoughts get cut off when I see him in the hall, taking his headphones out of his pants pocket, but something falls out and he doesn't notice and keeps walking.

I walked over to the item and pick it up. My eyes fill with tears. I can't believe it. So that's why he's so distant from everyone.