i dont know what im doing anymore

Chapter Nine

Be Karkat
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Dave's apartment was a mess, like his car, trash everywhere, weapons hung up on the wall, and weird looking puppet things. I didn't know what I expected his house to be like, but it definitely wasn't anything like this. I followed him upstairs to his room and down the hall were two other doors. One was obviously a bathroom, but what was the other one? Once I was in the middle of his room Dave slammed the door closed and was probably staring down at me but all I saw back was my reflection.

"Why the fuck are you just staring at me." I said starting to get a little freaked out. He started walking towards me and before I knew it my back was against the wall and he was towering over me again. Just like in the locker room.

" What the fuck are you do-" He hugged me before I could finish my sentence. We stayed like that for at least a minute with him hugging me. I was so tense, I didn't know what to do. I eventually calmed down when I realized Dave-fucking-Strider was hugging me. I started to blush, he was incredibly warm and his hug was comforting. I never wanted him to let go.

After about another minute he backed up from the hug and I sighed. Not that I didn't enjoy it by why did he hug me out of nowhere.

"Ok what the fuck was that?" I said blushing even more. Why the fuck couldn't I stop blushing.

"Why didn't you tell me about your pills." He said breath wavy, almost like he was about to cry.

Oh no, no no no no no. I am not about to have a sad moment with Dave Strider in his bed room.

"Ok first, if the only reason you brought me here was to talk about that stupid shit I'm leaving now. Second, I shouldn't have to explain my fucking pills to you because its not like we're even friends. And third, forget you even saw them or me crying or anything or I'll fucking rip your head off!" I said stomping my way to his door but he stood in between me and the door and stopped me from leaving.

"GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY WAY STRIDER!!!" I screamed at him trying to grab the door knob.

"First, its only one of the reasons I brought you here, we actually have a project to work on. Secondly, maybe I want to be friends with you, I like you Karkat, I genuinely like being around you, I want to get to know you. Thirdly, if you don't want me to say anything that's all you had to say, I'd do anything for you my prince." He replied, sitting me on his bed.

"Fine, you want to get to know me better, ask me questions. Also stop with the fucking nicknames." I said clearly realizing I wasn't leaving his house until he got what he wanted out of me.