Be Karkat
====>My next class was algebra with Ms. Medigo. Since I don't care about any of my classes I was going the text my best friend, Sollux Captor. As I pulled my phone out of my pocket I noticed something was missing. I frantically shoved my hand in my pockets in search for the missing item. I couldn't find it, it wasn't on me nor around me. I was freaking out I felt like I was about to pass out.
What if someone saw it?
Everyone would know...
I can't deal with that kind of attention again..I grabbed my phone and started typing.
-- carcinoGeneticist [CG] started pestering twinArmageddons [TA] --
CG: OH MY GOG!!! SOLLUX!!! I FUCKING LOST THEM!!!
TA: woah, kk calm down, what do you mean you lo2t them
CG: I CANT FUCKING EXPLAIN IT ANY OTHER WAY!!! I HAD THEM ONE MOMENT!!!! AND NOW I FUCKING DONT!!!
TA: when do you remember la2t haviing them
CG: I DONT FUCKING KNOW!!! MAYBE LAST HOUR!!! I DEFINITELY HAD THEM THIS MORNING!!!
TA: kk calm down iim on my way
-- twinArmageddons [TA] ceased pestering carcinoGeneticist [CG] --
It took Sollux less than five minutes for him to ditch his class and pull me out of mine.
We retraced my day in what felt like only two minutes when the bell rang. I made my way to Ms. Medigo's room and grabbed my stuff, along with the expected detention waiting for me.
My next class was usually my worst class, gym. I never dressed out or participated in physical activities, I usually always stayed in the locker room. While in the locker room today with my head in my hands and quietly sobbing I heard a crash by the door. Next thing I know Dave-fucking-Strider is pinning me against the wall and to what I assume is staring down at me through his shades.
I knew this was gonna hurt as I braced for the moment when his fist connected with my skin.
But it never came...
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i dont know what im doing anymore
De Todoso this is my first fic... haha (nervous sweats and gulp).... anyway its a human sadstuck featuring Dave and karkat warning: this fic will have sadness, self harm, death, romance, and the occasional smut *wink wink* I hope y'all like it :33 credit...