i dont know what im doing anymore

Chapter Ten

Be Dave
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Alright. Awesome. I got him to stay.... I really didn't think I'd make it this far. I didn't know what to say.

"So um... How far are you in therapy?" Shit that was a stupid question. Jesus Strider, get your head together. You're acting so uncool.

"Not very far I was diagnosed a few months ago before I changed schools." He sighed. I could tell he didn't want to talk about this so I'd just ask him one more question about it.

"What type is it?" I said more coolly.

"T-two types actually..... Blood and lung cancer...." He started to cry again. Shit, I didn't want to make him cry. I pulled up on my lap and he held onto me like I was the only thing keeping him sane. He stayed on my lap crying into my neck until he couldn't cry anymore. Once he was done he dried his tear-stained face and sat across from me again.

"Ok, now I get to ask you some questions." He said glaring at me. I knew he was upset I made him cry again but how angry could he get.

"One, why do you always wear those stupid shades." Oh, okay he wasn't glaring at me, he was glaring at my shades.

"Irony purposes dude." I said coolly.

"No fuck that your hiding something else. I told you my secret now spit it out fuckass." He said reaching up for my glasses. I slapped his hand down right before he could grab them and I re-adjusted my glasses perfect on my face.

"Like I said, Kitkat, irony purposes." I smirked.

"Whatever and that's not my fucking name you douche." He said backing up again, sitting across from me.

"Two, what do we have to do for the project?"

We sat there for maybe an hour or so coming up with ideas for our project until Karkat had to go home.

He was walking out the door when I stopped him.

"Hey, I could drive you. Its like negative fifty degrees outside. Wouldn't want you dying from hypothermia."

"Yeah, ok, fuckass I live about fifteen minutes from school. I'll let you know when we get there."

We got in my car and Karkat was already shivering. I grabbed a blanket from my backseat and wrapped it around him.

He was so cute when he was blushing.