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𝙩𝙬𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙮-𝙛𝙞𝙫𝙚 🎠

chapter twenty five:
CONNECTION

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October 30th, 2012.
Kelsey
(same day as the previous chapter,
just from Kelsey's POV)

"So, what are your plans for Halloween?" Alexis asked me and Scar, while taking a sip of her coffee.

Alexis, Ivorah and Natalie came over earlier this morning, so we would catch up.

We hanged out multiple times this past week and honestly, I feel so good that I managed to open up to people that aren't part of my inner circle, yet.

I can definitely feel a connection with them, and so does Scar. She really loves their company so it wasn't hard for the five of us to grow really close and get along pretty good.

"I actually forgot tomorrow is Halloween." I admitted and laughed a little.

"For real? Is that even possible?!" Natalie asked in surprise and I shrugged.

"Yeah, I can't believe that I don't have a costume." I said and mentally slapped myself for forgetting about it.

You see, Jacques has been on my mind since he had to leave for LA. I wasn't even crying that much, I was mostly worried about him. Like, what is he doing now? Is he heading to the studio? Is he at some girls' house?

Usually, at this time in the morning we would talk to each other on facetime. But I guess that won't be happening anytime soon.

I just wanna see his face. That stupidly cute and perfect face of his. That would be enough for me to get through the day.

I still can't realize that I won't be able to talk to him for God knows how long. It's really strange.

"Kelsey? You here?" Ivorah waved her hand in front of my face and I blinked a few times, before nodding my head.

"Yeah, yeah I'm straight." I snapped out of my thoughts and paid attention to the girls.

I need to stop thinking about Jack, it will only hurt me more. I shook my head and supported my head with one of my hands.

Maybe I acted pretty dramatic. But I can't remember a thing from that day, I just feel empty, I don't know. And knowing Jacques, he would never tell me if I really was acting dramatic or not, seriously.

He didn't want me to feel bad, he said. Cause the last time I over exaggerated, we didn't talk for five months and then he was only with his girlfriend. That happened when we were still in high school.

We had a big fight that day. Most of it was because I was acting like a jealous girlfriend whenever Jack would start talking with other girls. I was really dumb and that shit made me look like a helpless teenager that had a pretty-obvious crush on her best friend, who definitely didn't feel the same way about her.

I got chills of embarrassment when I remembered that moment.

Fuck, life was better when I wasn't thinking about it. I hate when old embarrassing memories come back on my mind. It's always making me feel like shit.