The carters (eastenders fanfic)

The proposal

Micks pov

I finished getting the room and went to go and get Linda when she walked up the stairs. "I was just coming to get you, come here." "Mick" "shh just let me do this, sit down" we both sat down on the bed, I was so nervous. "I remember the very first time I saw you, I was playing football and you were staring at me and put me right of my game, because I had never seen someone so beautiful in my life before you looking at me those big blue eyes and that was it I was gone because I love those eyes and there's no better moment then when those eyes are looking at me." I picked up Linda's hand and put it up to my heart. "What are you doing" "L, I just need to say this" "Mick" "what I love the most about you is your kind and honest heart and you gave that heart to me, when we were kids and I looked after it ever since, every smile, every tear. I know every corner of your heart and I'll keep it safe. I promise I always will. I love you Linda Carter. Will you marry me."
Linda's pov

"I love you Linda Carter. Will you marry me" I love him and I wanted to marry him, but I had to tell him about Dean. "I'm sorry" I said to him. "What do you mean your sorry" " I can't" "what, why?" "It's Dean, he raped me" "he raped ya, what". He just sat there and didn't say anything. "Mick, Mick please say something" "I don't know what to say" "say that you believe me" "I believe ya, of course I believe ya"
Micks pov

I couldn't believe what she was saying. How could Dean do this to her. I just sat there trying take in what she just said. "Mick, Mick please say something" "I don't know what to say" "say that you believe me." I couldn't believe she taught I wouldn't believe her. "I believe ya, of course I believe ya". I taught about it. "The way you been acting I knew it wasn't cause you was pregnant, the baby is that why you wanted to have an abortion, it's his isn't it." "I don't know, I know how hard this is but it could be ours, our baby, I'm hoping, I'm praying. Mick look at me, look at me. I'm still me ,what he did, he's already taken so much please not you too" "what he did, what did he do. I think I need to know. What he did to you, you need tell me cause if you don't. I'm just going to imagine, let me tell you something now, the truth can't be any worse then what is going on in my nut right now" "please" "I need to know what he did to you" "don't Mick" "if you don't do it I'll make him do it" "please Mick" "I'll make him look me in the eyes and tell me" "this is why I didn't want to tell you" "and when he's finished, I will iron him out" "noo!!!!" I couldn't believe she was saying no. "No, after what he's done to you" I got of the bed and stormed out, I got to the door and opened it, when Linda shouted. "Don't think about him, think about me". Just as she said that I saw Jessica sitting on the ground leaning up against the wall crying. Linda was standing behind me. "How much did you hear" "all of it". I couldn't believe she heard it. I turned to look at Linda, she was crying and I could tell she couldn't believe she had heard it. "I knew about it anyway". What....