The Return of BSM..

Two Weddings & The Sunset

We ended up sitting there a little while longer then we heard the guys coming and they had the twins! They asked was we ready to grab something to eat, and enjoy the last night in Barbados. We was down for that, all the girls said we just rather relax tonight, because the last couple nights has been mind blowing.

We walked further down the beach, and we see a white set up, like someone's getting married. Nicole says that's beautiful I want to get married on the beach. Trent walked her to the top of the isle and everyone stood in place, Nicole said brother this would be perfect if it was for me! by the time she made it to the end the pastor had made it to the front...Allex looked at Nicole and said surprise baby! I wanted to do something special for you! & why wait when we are already her in the beautiful place! Nicole instantly starts crying!

(Moments later) I know pronounce you husband and wife you may kiss the bride!

I think we all started tearing up! Trent walked towards me and stood behind me! he had pulled this box out his pocket, it was a mint green box and he reached his arm around me and held it in front of me! So I already knew what was about to happen, I turned around and screamed yes! He looked at me and said I've been waiting on the perfect moment to do this for the last month! They say when you know it's real everything will fall into place. He kissed me and said there was no other perfect timing then this one right here!

Lola says get married now! I looked at Trent and he said "Let's Do It". Allex walked me down the aisle, and before we started walking I started crying, he hugged me and said everything was going to be fine! I turned and hugged him tightly! He looked and said dad would be so proud of you! I never imagined getting married and not having my dad walking me down the aisle. Isn't that ever girls dream! I made it to the end and we read our vows! It's crazy how I've had vows rehearsed in my head since forever! I heard every one start crying! (Moments later) I was married to the man that made me absolutely happy! We walked down the beach and finished watching the sun set!

Back To Reality!

A couple hours passed, and we all wash up and enjoy dinner back at the house, we haven't done any celebrating just cause we've been celebrating all week, seems like we had our honeymoon before the wedding but that's okay, cause it's been amazing! We ate, cleaned up and all got some shut eye! We had a early flight to catch!

We just landed and we are now home, an airport shuttle took us back to the house! Nicole was kind of freaking out of what might happen, but we were cool about it. I can't say it hasn't crossed my mind, but I'll think about that if the time comes!

Its 1 o'clock in the afternoon when we get back, Trent tells me he has to go by his job! So that leaves me home by myself. I sit down for a second and I check the mail and Dee has written me a letter! I grab my keys and I drive by the rehab center to see him!

I got nervous pulling up in the parking lot. I hop out and I go inside, I sign in and the escort me back to his room where he is sitting there drawing! He was always great at drawing, I walked in and said knock knock, he said come in! He didn't turn around to see who it was at all. I sat on the bed behind him and reached my arm around him, and asked how are you?

He turned looked at me and started crying! I asked what's the matter. He said I thought you forgot about me in here, I thought you were trying to help me! Not hurt me! I replied saying I am, trying to help you; I would never want to hurt you like that!

He looked at me, and grabbed my hand, and said I'm sorry I didn't mean to snap at you like that it's just you haven't been to see me like you said you was! I said I know I'm sorry buy I'm here now! He said can I? I said can you what? He said touch your belly! I made this face and said why? He said because you're pregnant! You have that glow, the same glow you had when you was pregnant before!