The Return of BSM..

Im just in my feelings...

I woke up the next morning, and left Trent sleep, I went to run a bath, I turned Pandora on low, and climbed in! "Dance with my father by Luther Vandross" started playing the tears instantly started to fall from my face,

it made me think of my daddy and how much I really missed him, I just wanted to hug him and not let him go ever! I just needed my daddy to hold on to me and kiss me and say "baby girl everything's going to be alright, if nobody got your back always remember daddy does!"

I just got to thinking, about my wedding day and who's going to give me away, and who will I have the father daughter dance with! I bust out into a loud sob, and it scared Trent and woke him up, before I knew it he was pulling me up out the tub! He scooped me up wrapped my towel around me and carried me to the bed....

He didn't ask me what's wrong he just laid there with me, he grabbed the blanket and put it over me, I cried myself to sleep! I woke up and I looked over and he was gone! I had a dream that Dee was here again, the last time I thought he was here, he actually was!