The Return of BSM..

Get My Life Together!

I try to stand up and my legs was so weak, that I fell back down to the bed, I wiggled them a little bit, and tried again, I was so sore it wasn't funny; I made my way to the shower, I turned the hot water on and stripped out my shirt and climbed in! I scrubbed everything from head to toe, I felt so dirty after last night.

The thought of it made me start crying! I cut my shower short, I was just ready to get out, and go lay back down! I dried off and put some tights on and a bra with a t-shirt on and snatched those sheets off the bed, burned them and put new ones on & climbed back in the bed. As soon as I laid down my phone rung and it was Trent facetiming me, I knew I look bad but I had to pull it together!

I looked away from the camera while it said connecting! He said hey bae, I finally looked down saying I miss you, he says I miss you too! Wyd? I said nothing lying in the bed... he asks was I okay? I said just a little sick that's all... he said okay just check, I really miss you baby! * I felt the tears sparking in my eyes* I said I miss you too; I just wanna be in your arms right now! He said I know I know!

(My conversation was cut short when Lola stormed through the door) yelling bitch, I gotta fucking tell you this bullshit, she says oops my bad hey brother, he replies saying whaddup sis! He says I love yall, be safe ill catch you later bae! I said okay and blew him a kiss.)