───𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐃𝐀𝐘.

Insecurities [MegaPVP]

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

It's so common for someone to look at their reflection in the mirror and pick out each and every flaw; sometimes to the point where we create things to loathe that aren't even there in the first place. I have looked at you more times than one could possibly remember. I have watched the curve of your lips as you smile for me, and I have seen tears fall from your beautiful eyes behind full lashes. I have gazed at you as we celebrated some of your biggest accomplishments to date, and I have seen the defeat in your face that came with failure. Though, through it all, I still cannot find something about you that I don't love. And that's what makes this all the more difficult.

Honestly, I want nothing more in life than to know what's going on in that head of yours. People often tell me they can't tell what I'm thinking, so I suppose it is hypocritical for me to think this. When I reach for you, it's as if I'm running my fingertips along a shadow. You're there, but you're not. I know you, but I don't. I want to know you though. I know the normal things, like how much you love your favorite food and even what your plans for the future are. I have countless amounts of data on the person that you are. But oh, how I long to know what's in your heart.

I believe you when you say you love me, I truly do. I don't have a doubt in my mind when you look at me the way you do. The things I long to know are your hurts and insecurities. I'm absolutely in love with you, and with that comes a responsibility to tend to those emotional needs. How am I supposed to know if you won't let me in? Are you afraid I'll judge you? Are you embarrassed to tell me? I'm your soul mate, why is it so hard to trust me? I try to communicate what I'm able to. I tell you when I'm sad, or jealous, or even excited. So please...please just give me a glimpse into that place that you've never shown anyone before.

"Mega?"

My train of thought breaks as you call to me, and only now do I realize that I've been staring at you for forever.

"Hm?"

"A penny for your thoughts?"

I can't help but to softly kiss your forehead; you look so angelic lying next to me. I feel like I'm a movie protagonist or something since you look so perfect. In moments like these, I can actually feel my heart in my throat.

"It's nothing important, I promise. Just talk to me."

"It's important to me."

For a moment, I see a glint in your eye, one that sympathizes with me. I have hope for the first time in awhile that I'll know exactly what's one my love's mind.

"I just...had a bad day is all. Nothing particularly interesting."

Following your words, I bring your body to mine so I may engulf you in my love. This is as close as I've felt to you in ages, and I have no intention of letting go.

"I'm sorry. What happened?"

"I had to deal with some rude people."

"What did they say?"

"They...taunted my appearance."

As soon as your words left your lips, I feel you stiffening at the memory. Although I have no idea who they were or what they said, I can't help but be utterly pissed at this revelation.

"Well, they're obviously delusional."

With a kiss to the head, I earn a relaxed hum from you and feel content.

"Hey, are you insecure with your appearance?"

Your body stirs next to mine, and you finally look up to meet my gaze. The glassy new texture in your eyes made the pain evident. I have speculated this for quite some time now, but I was never certain. You never seemed to want to go out that much, but the way you frowned in the mirror was hint enough.

"Yeah..."

"Start telling me when you feel this way so I can knock some sense into you."

The vibrations of a giggle cheer me up; your voice is so beautiful to me. There aren't words out there that accurately describe what your voice makes me feel.

"You're too good for me."

"Nah. Hey, thanks for telling me. I know talking about that stuff isn't your favorite"

"Well...couples talk about this stuff, don't they? It's only fair I tell you since you tell me."

Pulling you close to my chest, I can feel your heart beat with mine. This is where I belong, this I am certain. Feeling so in synch with you brings me a peace I never knew existed before. Finally, I feel like I am one with you. I see a part of you that's been hiding away, and I treasure you more than anything tangible on this earth.

I love you. I love every part of you.

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

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